Date: Saturday, July 25, 2009
Time: 11:05 AM
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Time: 11:05 AM
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& Life has been fun but very sad for me .
Im enjoying every moment in life .
Those fun times with my friends .
But something is missing .
Love ?
Yeap, Definitely Love .
I dunno how to love someone without getting hurt .
Im the sort of person whom easily gets jealous .
It hurts a lot to see someone you love close with another soul .
Why Do I feel this way ?
I have been heartbroken before .
I have been in a relationship and has broken apart before .
Now, Im loving that person so much, And all it takes is another soul to make this whole thing end .
Can't you just let us be ?
Why, Ur pissed off to see me happy isit ?
I am just trying to forget my ex, Trying loving this special someone .
But all it takes is one fcuking guy to end this whole thing .
I Know Im not hot, I dun have the looks and all.
But all I wanna ask u is this ?
Do you go for the looks or heart ?
If you would rather choose him over me .
I cannot do anything much about it .
ALl I can do is pray for your happiness and you guys last long .
I admit that we are not in a relationship.
But Im fcuking jealous whenever I see you close with that Person .
No names are needed to me mentioned here yeah .
All I can say is , You're one in a million .
This blog song is dedicated to you .
I have learnt a lesson .
I will try not to love someone as easily after this .
It takes a while to love someone .
But it takes eternity to forget the love you have for the person .
Im not happy .
Like Seriously .
Please don't ever give me false hope again .
You're just not worth it .
Enough with love .
I'm hating it whenever it comes to that topic .
Lets talk about friends .
Friends are just awesome .
Im loving all my friends .
Without them , I would be more depressed and sad over tiny stuff .
They are the ones whom always put a smile in my day .
Talking abt friends .
Bestie, Rahim have started his normal shift work at cisco.
He is posted at Airport .
We will not be able to meet often after this .
Depends on his shift .
All the best for your work bestie .
Tc and pape kau tetap kawan baik aku .
Aku takkan lupekan semua jasa baik kau pat aku Rahim .
Thanks so much ,Pape nak jumpe kol aku jek ahh k .
Tc always bestie .
And coming to family .
Today rumah atok have kenduri .
Im werking later from 6 pm - 10 pm .
Will come after the kenduri .
Why is everyone blamming me for not coming ?
KORG TAK PAHAM PER YG AKU KEJE ?
TAKKAN PASAL KENDURI AKU NAK CABOT KEJE ?
NAK AKU KENE BUANG PER ?
Please understand yeah .
You guys are all matured adult whom are also experiencing werking life right now .
You guys should know better about all these .
I've had it, Every week whenever there is a family commitment ..
I have to skip werk ?
Gajy aku korg nak bayar per ?
Tckr ehk .
Please don't force me ?
I will come when Im free aites .
Besides I've already taken off to go johor next week with you guys .
So yeah .
Thats all for todaY .
So many things in my mind right now .
I nid a break .
:((