Date: Monday, November 9, 2009
Time: 11:14 AM
Title: Im sad, very very sad ..
Time: 11:14 AM
Title: Im sad, very very sad ..

Hey Guys.
Im in school right now.
But something here makes me wanna stay.
Thinking back of those memories just lead me to nothing but sadness and tears .
Why Oh Why must all these things happen to me ?
I feel so sad and unsecure of myself.
I dunno what's going on with my life lately.
Anywaes.
Another thing that is in my mind lately.
IS my Ns Medical check-up.
I am so not prepared for it.
Im afraid what will happen after that.
The thing which Im phobia since I was a kid will happen .
There will be a blood test.
I have to be strong and face it all.
Please give me the courage to be strong and face all the obstacles coming my way.
Last but not least .
I love my family.
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Im in school right now.
Not feeling so good.
Life sucks at the moment.
WHICH Makes me like wanna run away to some deserted island and scream out loud.
Leaving behind all those memories away.
But something here makes me wanna stay.
Thinking back of those memories just lead me to nothing but sadness and tears .
Why Oh Why must all these things happen to me ?
I feel so sad and unsecure of myself.
I dunno what's going on with my life lately.
Anywaes.
Another thing that is in my mind lately.
IS my Ns Medical check-up.
I am so not prepared for it.
Im afraid what will happen after that.
The thing which Im phobia since I was a kid will happen .
There will be a blood test.
I have to be strong and face it all.
Please give me the courage to be strong and face all the obstacles coming my way.
Last but not least .
I love my family.
(=