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Date: Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time: 10:44 PM
Title: Back for more Updates..


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& Im Feeling down.
Dunno why.
I just feel that I do not get the freedom that I deserve from my parents.
Forget it, It's not even worth talking about.
Hmmmm,I just hope that one day they will realise and changed their mind.
And give me the freedom that I've always wanted.

Niwae, I would like to Post something to some of my friends.
Thanks Lynn and Nisa for the Adidas Bag.
Also Thanks Sen for the Everlast Bag.
I really Treasure the gifts and appreciate what you guys have given me so much.
Im really2 thankful.
Thanks so much Lynn,Nisa And Sen.
Appreciate it lots.

Life has been just okie.
School has been stressful for me.
Lots of projects and assigments to be done.
Im really2 coping and trying my best with my studies.
I really wanna get to higher nitec next year.
I'll study hard and do the best I can.

Im also missing all my donut empire friends.
It's also been a while since I met up with Bestie Rahim.
I need to have an outing soon.
I also miss kak suraya and Kak rakinah.
Can I turn back time ? Pls ..

AND...
It's been a while since Im actually in a long lasting relationship.
I just hope that one day I'll find the perfect girl for me.
The one whom loves me as much as I love her and accept me truly for who I am.
But, right now.
I've had enough.
I do not want to fall in love again.
Cause it really hurts.
Love is a good thing but when the love is not a success.
It can be very hurtful.
It took me quite a while to heal the wound in my heart.
To forget her out of my heart.
Tried to love someone else instead of her.
But I have to admit, It was totally Uncapable.
But still, I Managed to do so.

So now, Im afraid to fall in love again.
I do not want the same thing to happen again.
I do not want to be the one to be hurt again.
Cause I tink, I've had enough.
For now, I feel that being single is the best option for me.
Till the day comes for me to be in another long lasting relationship.
It will come, All I have to do is wait.
The only question remains, How long do I have to wait?