& Reality .
I have to face the fact of reality .
Happiness doesnt always last forever.
In life there's is always good times and bad times.
Ups and downs.
I do realise that now.
Good things will not last forever.
So do bad things .
There will always be a change.
Also, There will be a time where all our happy ever after comes to an end.
Mine happy ever after just started but I don't want it to end.
I began to realise that love is a very strong thing.
Once you got a hold of it.
Its hard to let go.
I made a mistake in the past for love.
And I do not want to repeat that mistake again.
I hope that one day I'll find the perfect girl that is willing to accept me for who I am.
One day...Question is, WHEN ?



& Im back from my Johor/Malacca trip with family.

I had a really great time!!

Did lots of shopping.

Will upload all the trip pictures once I get them from feeza monjeng.

And reached home at midnight yesterday.

SO as expected I overslept and did not go for just now morning class.

I only went to the afternoon lesson after the lunch break.

Which explains why I suddenly feels that school is so short today.

Cause basically class was only for 2 hours today.

Hahhahaa..

As I just reached Safra area walking to school.

Nhmuzakar called me saying that she just finished werk at ivic and asked whether I wanted to meet her.

Since I was still quite early for class.

And since the rest of my classmates were outside at Al-Salam eating lunch..

I decided to meet her for a while.

Meet outside near the entrance of safra and slacked with her.

Chatted and laughed just like the good old times.

Talked and chit chat till I did not realise that my classmates are all walking in to school.

Introduced Nhmuzakar to them and off I went in to school with the rest.

As My eyes are still not okie yet.

I wore specs to school again.

Can't wait for my eyes to get really better so I can wear contact lens again.

I look seriously weird wearing specs all out again to school.

Niwae, I shop-ed again just now.

Firstly my classmate bestie Iqa accompanied me to buy myself a Puma shoe.

And new contact lenses.

The puma shoes costs about $75.

I Can't wait to wear them.

Then I also bought myself a creative Zen mp4 with Iman accompanying me.

It's an 8gb Mp4 with an extended memory component which I can insert an additional memory card in case I find 8Gb is not enough.

Firstly I thought of buying an Ipod nano or Ipod touch.

But think again.

I love my hard earned money and do not want to waste it.

I rather buy something less cheap which equals the same function.

Next up will be hair snip2 time.

Its abt time I cut my hair.

Thinking of not cutting it short.

Just trim the back and top.

But Im keeping the fringe.

Im loving my long fringe.

hehehehes.

Maybe add a little colour to my hair.

Black is getting such a dull for me.

Maybe tomorrow or wednesday will get my hair cut.

Will be sure to take a pic of my new look.

No Worries yeahh ..

Next in mind is...

Graduation!!

I seriously do not know what to wear!

Fcuk la!

Its just next week.

I need to shop for the long sleeve shirt.

And maybe a tie.

So Nisa, Iman & Nunu .

What're you guys waiting for, lets go !!

We do not have much time.

Considering the days Im werking and all.

I only have less then 5 days to get them.

Shit la!

Money Money Money!
Im getting Bankrupt soon like this!!

Niwae, Im missing Kak khaty and bestie Rahim.

Its been a while since I meet them.

I have not met kak khaty since kak siti's wedding.

And for bestie rahim I think Its been months since we last met.

I think more outings need to be planned .

But with school, work and family time, I do not have much time to go out with friends now!!

And I do not want to miss meeting my family at atok house every saturday too!!

Gosh, Packed schedual for me huh ?

Well Guys, I think this post is long enough.

Before I myself fall asleep reading this.

I think I better end here.

Will update again soon.

Take care all!!