Date: Sunday, May 23, 2010
Time: 8:32 PM
Title: & Down ..
Time: 8:32 PM
Title: & Down ..
& Im feeling down .
Seriously, I really need a break from everything .
Go somewhere far away from here.
Just leaving everything and everyone behind and have some time for myself.
Hmm, I just don't seem happy anymore.
I don't have those laughter and smile that I usually have.
I don't know why I feel so empty nowadays .
Maybe just maybe because things felt so different nowadays.
Maybe because I meet with so many new different people in school and in my Ndp Training.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Things just felt weird.
Seriously !
I miss those times. Those moments.
When I can offically say that Im happy .
When I can officially say that Im not alone.
I have people around me whom truly loves and cared about me.
But today, I won't be able to say all that .
Cause even I Myself am not sure.
Well, Let just say that I am so tired .
Tired from school and all the work and Cmos assignments that needs to be done.
Tired from work and the never ending calls that always gets to me.
My calls are seriously over the limit as if they force calls on my line.
Those werking with me will know.
And tired from Ndp training every week.
I barely have time for myself and family .
I need to think again about this job of mine.
How Much Longer should I Stay ?
I really love the job ..But the calls..Its really to much.
It's not fair that I am the only one whom always get a lot of calls.
Its okie. It won't be long till Im resigning too.
Maybe another 1 or 2 months.
See how it goes.
Anyone with better job offers, do intro me yeah.
Oke guys.
Nothing else to type.
Off to have dinner now.
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