abu ayub ansari

& Guess Who's Back?

2011-03-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

& Guess what ?
ABu's back here for more updates..
It's been so long since I updated this dusty blog of mine.
But I think its finally time for me to update.
AT first I thought of closing this blog down but it has just too many memories for me to delete this blog away.
Well, so how's life for me ?
Doing good. Now studying at ite tampines taking higher nitec in information technology.
New besties Devi & Ika are loved.
Workplace still the same at ivic.
I do miss my past so much.
How I wish I can turn back time sometimes...
Well, i seriously do not know what to update as its been so long I never type or posts here.
Need to get the hang of it back.
I think this will be all for now.
OUH YEAH.
Next week will be my exam week.
All the best to me aites.
hehehehehes.
Okieee toodles.
Thanks for reading readers.
'THINK ABOUT IT"!!!
Thats my latest quote for the day!
(=

2010-12-26T11:52:00.003+08:00

& I miss them all so much
Plus.....
Not forgetting ..
Nisa
Nunu
Iman
Fatimah..

& Im still alive.

2010-07-30T22:06:00.002+08:00

& Im finally back for more updates.
Its been more than a month since I update this dusty blog of mine.
Guess why Im so busy ?
Im busy with school, Ndp Training, Yog and soon F1 Traning.
Been so busy that I did not update my blog.
Btw ndp is going to end soon.
Just 2 mre trainings.
Sad or what .
Gonna miss all the people and fun we had every week.
Ouh yeah.
I just came back from class chalet.
Glad to see all my ite bedok friends again.
Even surprise appearances by Fiq, Heidi , zura and even Muhsin Came.
Glad to see all my friends again.
I miss my past.
WHy must time past so fast .
Gonna spend some great time at ndp these last 2 weeks.
I have lots of pics to update here.
But the problem is Im so lazy to do it.
Heeees.
Will update again soon.
Pay when will you come in ?
Tmr I Hope ?
=)))

& Too busy to update !!

2010-06-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

Scape Flashmob Pictures

Ndp Motivator 2010 Training pictures

Out with Kak Khaty

These are some of the pictures of the happenings my my life this past few weeks.

I have not only been busy working.

I am so busy with Ndp Training and Scape FLASHMOB training.

That is the reason why for my lack of update.

More outings and events coming up.

The Main biggest Flashmob event is this coming sunday.

Ite tamp class bbq coming up on 21 june.

Ite bedok class outing to go eat seafood most probably 26 june I think .

Going Johor to pak ngah house with family end of the month.

Lots of things coming up.

Also with work, I don't even have enough time to rest at home and update this dusty blog of mine.

Maybe I should just close this blog down.

Maybe, Just maybe.

Hahahhas.

I will update again soon if I have the time.

That's all for now.

Motivators oii!! Oii!!!!

& Met Up With A Long lost Friend..

2010-05-30T22:30:00.001+08:00

& Today was a great but yet tiring day.

Werked just now from 8am - 3pm.

I got activation from 1pm-3pm.

Then after work, went to eat Popeye with Hidayah, Saedah and Fathlan.

Then after eating, met up with a long lost old friend.

After so long like nearly months of not meeting.

Finally met up with my bestie, Rahim .

He's still the same, just that both of us are so busy with work that cannot meet up like last time.

Great that you are ok and is enjoying your life and all.

Ouh yeah, Watched The movie" Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time"..

It was Rahim's treat..Thanks Bestie !!

Hope we will keep in touch yeah..

Meet up again maybe in another few months time.

Things have changed.

I went to a new school .

Lots of new friends made at Ndp training.

And its great to see the old familiar faces again.

Take care rahim!!

Happy working at Cisco !!

Tomorrow class starts early.

Arghh !! I hate Cmos lesson !

Have to wake up early tomorrow.

Will update again soon.

Just a short update to say that my blog here is still active.

I will try to update regularly from now on yeah.

Thanks for reading readers.

=))

Update . Update .

2010-05-28T11:04:00.002+08:00

& Life has its ups and downs for me so far.
I feel that this week has been down for me.
Monday My hp fell into the sink.
Tuesday while I was werking, I was trying to help my friend in handling a difficult customer but end up, the cust wants to complain against me.
Wednesday: At werk, I was doing my end settlement and the paper was out so I was not able to re-print the settlement paper. So I was not able to do settlement for the wednesday.
Well, so far it's been quite a bad week.
But ini smue cobaan.
Aku harus melalui semua cubaan ini dengan tabah.
Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik ini smue.
Alhamdulillah my hp was able to be repaired.
It costs me $65, But its okie.
Important thing is that I got my hp back!!
Syukur Alhamdulillah..

Yesterday had a family gathering at atok house.
Its been quite a while since We had a gathering at atok house like this.
Its great to see all my family and cousins again.
Wafa is so cute !!!!
Pakchu will be going for umrah next saturday.
We had a short doa selamat for him yesterday..
I Am loving my family !!

Today is vesak day!!
Werking later from 4pm-10pm.
Tomorrow I'll have my Ndp Training as usual.
Not going atok house this saturday since went yesterday already.
I dunno what else to post here.
This month my pay is only around $280.
Due to all the mc's I had this month.
Sucks sia .
I wanna werk all out again.
No more Lazyness and MCs.
Well, this will be a short post..
Will update again if I have the time.
Ouh yeah, Im Missing Bestie Rahim and Kak Khaty..
Meet up soon guys.

& Down ..

2010-05-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

& Im feeling down .

Seriously, I really need a break from everything .

Go somewhere far away from here.

Just leaving everything and everyone behind and have some time for myself.

Hmm, I just don't seem happy anymore.

I don't have those laughter and smile that I usually have.

I don't know why I feel so empty nowadays .

Maybe just maybe because things felt so different nowadays.

Maybe because I meet with so many new different people in school and in my Ndp Training.

I don't know why I feel this way.

Things just felt weird.

Seriously !

I miss those times. Those moments.

When I can offically say that Im happy .

When I can officially say that Im not alone.

I have people around me whom truly loves and cared about me.

But today, I won't be able to say all that .

Cause even I Myself am not sure.

Well, Let just say that I am so tired .

Tired from school and all the work and Cmos assignments that needs to be done.

Tired from work and the never ending calls that always gets to me.

My calls are seriously over the limit as if they force calls on my line.

Those werking with me will know.

And tired from Ndp training every week.

I barely have time for myself and family .

I need to think again about this job of mine.

How Much Longer should I Stay ?

I really love the job ..But the calls..Its really to much.

It's not fair that I am the only one whom always get a lot of calls.

Its okie. It won't be long till Im resigning too.

Maybe another 1 or 2 months.

See how it goes.

Anyone with better job offers, do intro me yeah.

Oke guys.

Nothing else to type.

Off to have dinner now.

& Finally an update .

2010-05-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

& More Pictures with new classmates .

School was great .

I am finally more confident with the assembly/diassembly of PC.

I know a lot more better and is loving every minute of my practical lesson.

I have been so busy with school and work lately that I did not update my blog for a very long time.

Anyway, Just some news to share.

I am offically selected to be involve in this year's NDP.

I am an official motivator for NDP.

I am also going to be involve for F1 this year.

I will also start to come for my CCA which is on every friday afternoon.

My schedual will be packed.

SOmetimes I wonder, Am I even prepared for work?

Or should I just resign ?

I will have to give a lot of thought into this.

Finally time to update..so here it goes.

Im sure some of you might be wondering when will I update my blog.

The time has come.

Hahahahas .

Tomorrow will be my napha test.

Say take care to me.

Okie, this is a short post.

I need to wake up early for school tomorrow.

Need to wake up as early as 6.30 am.

Thanks for reading readers,

& Graduation 2010 !!

2010-05-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

& Graduation 2010 .

Goodbye BM0804W .

This graduation could be the last time we all gather together like this.

I will miss each and every single one of you.

ESPECIALLY Nisa, Nunu,Muhsin,Efa,Fiq,Zura,Iman,Khidir,Fatimah and not forgetting Lynn & Waz.

I won't forget all those memories that all of us spend together during the 2 years at Ite bedok.

Take care all of you guys!!

You guys will be missed !!!

& Principle Talk At Ite Mcpherson..

2010-05-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

& Went to Ite Mcpherson for a principle talk just now.

As usual its boring.

After the talk,we had our lunch at Ite Mcpherson's canteen.

The Food is not bad uhhs .

Then head back to school.

Had our normal practical lesson.

School ended at 4pm.

Pictures above are all taken at Ite Mcpherson.

And the teacher as you can see above is my class advisor, Mr Chang.

Lolx.

Today will be the last day Im wearing specs to school.

My eyes are officially better .

So yeah, from tomorrow onwards, back to contact lenses.

Anywaes, Guess what ?

I went to cut my hair just now after school.

Planning to just trim and keep my fringe.

End up the end result is a disaster.

My hair is damm short and there is basically no fringe.

And I can't even spike my hair.

Arghh!!

But its okie, hair will grow!

Hopefully it will get a little longer before the graduation day.

Else I'll look at my worst there.

I have already gotten all the Johor/Malacca pictures from feeza monjeng.

Will upload them tomorrow here.

As for now, Im very tired and wanna go to bed.

I update a long post yesterday so today will just be a short and simple one.

Take care readers!!

& Back from Malaysia !!

2010-05-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

& Reality .
I have to face the fact of reality .
Happiness doesnt always last forever.
In life there's is always good times and bad times.
Ups and downs.
I do realise that now.
Good things will not last forever.
So do bad things .
There will always be a change.
Also, There will be a time where all our happy ever after comes to an end.
Mine happy ever after just started but I don't want it to end.
I began to realise that love is a very strong thing.
Once you got a hold of it.
Its hard to let go.
I made a mistake in the past for love.
And I do not want to repeat that mistake again.
I hope that one day I'll find the perfect girl that is willing to accept me for who I am.
One day...Question is, WHEN ?

& Im back from my Johor/Malacca trip with family.

I had a really great time!!

Did lots of shopping.

Will upload all the trip pictures once I get them from feeza monjeng.

And reached home at midnight yesterday.

SO as expected I overslept and did not go for just now morning class.

I only went to the afternoon lesson after the lunch break.

Which explains why I suddenly feels that school is so short today.

Cause basically class was only for 2 hours today.

Hahhahaa..

As I just reached Safra area walking to school.

Nhmuzakar called me saying that she just finished werk at ivic and asked whether I wanted to meet her.

Since I was still quite early for class.

And since the rest of my classmates were outside at Al-Salam eating lunch..

I decided to meet her for a while.

Meet outside near the entrance of safra and slacked with her.

Chatted and laughed just like the good old times.

Talked and chit chat till I did not realise that my classmates are all walking in to school.

Introduced Nhmuzakar to them and off I went in to school with the rest.

As My eyes are still not okie yet.

I wore specs to school again.

Can't wait for my eyes to get really better so I can wear contact lens again.

I look seriously weird wearing specs all out again to school.

Niwae, I shop-ed again just now.

Firstly my classmate bestie Iqa accompanied me to buy myself a Puma shoe.

And new contact lenses.

The puma shoes costs about $75.

I Can't wait to wear them.

Then I also bought myself a creative Zen mp4 with Iman accompanying me.

It's an 8gb Mp4 with an extended memory component which I can insert an additional memory card in case I find 8Gb is not enough.

Firstly I thought of buying an Ipod nano or Ipod touch.

But think again.

I love my hard earned money and do not want to waste it.

I rather buy something less cheap which equals the same function.

Next up will be hair snip2 time.

Its abt time I cut my hair.

Thinking of not cutting it short.

Just trim the back and top.

But Im keeping the fringe.

Im loving my long fringe.

hehehehes.

Maybe add a little colour to my hair.

Black is getting such a dull for me.

Maybe tomorrow or wednesday will get my hair cut.

Will be sure to take a pic of my new look.

No Worries yeahh ..

Next in mind is...

Graduation!!

I seriously do not know what to wear!

Fcuk la!

Its just next week.

I need to shop for the long sleeve shirt.

And maybe a tie.

So Nisa, Iman & Nunu .

What're you guys waiting for, lets go !!

We do not have much time.

Considering the days Im werking and all.

I only have less then 5 days to get them.

Shit la!

Money Money Money!
Im getting Bankrupt soon like this!!

Niwae, Im missing Kak khaty and bestie Rahim.

Its been a while since I meet them.

I have not met kak khaty since kak siti's wedding.

And for bestie rahim I think Its been months since we last met.

I think more outings need to be planned .

But with school, work and family time, I do not have much time to go out with friends now!!

And I do not want to miss meeting my family at atok house every saturday too!!

Gosh, Packed schedual for me huh ?

Well Guys, I think this post is long enough.

Before I myself fall asleep reading this.

I think I better end here.

Will update again soon.

Take care all!!

& Swollen Right Eye .

2010-04-29T23:25:00.001+08:00

& Pictures were all taken just noww..

Just now seems more of a camwhore session for all of us.

All seems to be in a good mood to take pictures.

Haahahaha.

Guess why Im wearing specs to school.

Cause my right eye is swollen.

Its damm pain sia.

I think its sore eyes or eye irritation.

I think I may need an mc for work for my shift on saturday 4pm-8pm.

Heehehs.

Anyway.

Tomorrow will be my trip to pak ngah house at johor.

Will be back only on sunday night.

So yeah, Will update more on sunday night aites.

My eyes is seriously giving me problem now and I can't update much.

Werked just now with Kak hayati from 6pm-10pm.

Its been quite a while since I Last Werked so yeah.

Need to get used to all the irritating customers again.

Hahahahaha.

Well, Okiee...

I'LL UPDATE AGAIN SOON.

Need to have some sleep now.

Thanks for reading readers.

New quote for me this month will be " DENGAR DENGAR".

Ok Lame.
Hahaha.

& Overdue Pictures !!

2010-04-28T09:35:00.000+08:00

& Most of the Pictures taken during Kak Siti's wedding.

Selamat pengantin baru kak siti!!

Meet up again very soon one day yeah.

Im glad to be given a chance to know Kak khaty and you.

I won't forget all those memories that we spend time together.

Going out and all, take care and hope you last long in your marriage with abang haidir
(=

& For Today Class starts at 1.30 pm.

That explains why Im blogging at this time of the day.

Well, the plan is confirmed for the johor trip this weekend.

It'll be from friday till sunday.

Since Its been so long since I met my family.

I will be tagging along this time.

Can't wait for friday..

And pay will be in another 2 days time.

I can barely wait.

There's just so many things that I want to buy.

Ipod/Mp4, More Shirts, shoes & Bags.

Lots of things that Im aiming to get..

Of course I'll give some of my salary to parents first.

Friday, Pls come quicklyy !!!

Last but not least.

Please get well soon to my ite bedok classmate Muhammad Imanudin.

I hope I spelled his name correctly.

Please update me for anything aites.

Niwae, Im still thinking what to wear for graduation.

Hmm..

Any ideas People ??

& Happy Birthday To My New Classmate Iqa !!

2010-04-23T22:35:00.002+08:00

Thursday 22.04.2010

& Happy Birthday To My new Classmate Atika A.k.a Iqa.

Had a mini birthay surprise for her.

Some of us bring her walk2 around tampines mall.

While the rest bought for her the birthday cake.

First birthday celebration with my new class.

Had a fun and memorable time.

Took pictures as you can see above.

Again not all was able to join for the celebration.

Still waiting for the perfect time to take a picture of the class as full where everyone is present.

Overall, A fun day!!

Hope you enjoyed the surprise birthday celebration we made for you Iqa !!

Friday 23.04.2010

& A normal day for me today.

School ended early around 11 plus am just now.

Met up with Ayun Nisa.

Walk2 around tamp mall with her.

Then off home-ed.

Supposed to go out with family in the evening.

But plan was cancel-ed.

Also, Im having this bad headache and is starting to have flu and fever.

I need to rest well or Im unable to come to work tomorrow.

Ouh yeah.

Speaking about work.

I have already change my Availability at last.

My current availability is as follows..

Sat: 4pm-8pm.

Sun: 8am - 1pm.

I've changed it to the following with effect from 3rd may 2010..

Tuesday: 7pm - 11pm.

Friday: 5pm - 9pm.

Sunday: 8am - 1pm.

My sunday remains as it is.

I really need my saturday as an off day.

Mainly is that saturday is the only day I can have a family gathering at atok house.

And saturday is also the chance to go out with my friends if there is any outing.

SO yeah.

Well, there is nothing much as to update here.

Except that my flu is getting from bad to worst.

I better sleep early tonight and have a good rest.

Btw I have already gotten all the Pictures taken during kak siti's wedding from nisa.

Will upload here on my next post.

This is all for now.

Thanks for reading readers.

Taking- Care!!

& A Proper Update ...

2010-04-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

& Presenting my new classmates.
But Sadly not everyone is present on this day.
Some was absent as they are just lazy to go to Ite mcpherson for the cca talk.
These are just most of my classmates, there are a few more not in the pic.
I hope we can take a proper class photo when everyone is around.
Soon Maybe.
Class bonding is getting better.
Getting to know each other better and each one oredie have their own clan to go break with.
Loving every moment of school now !!

Well, i've been werking my ass out last month during the holidays !!
And I have succeed.
I have gotten that amount of pay that I wanted.
Now its time to relax.
Besides, school have already started.
So back to my normal weekends schedual for me.
Glad to know that Iman applied for Ivic's Call center job as well.
See ya at werk soon Iman not as my school friend but as my work collegue.
Insyallah, aku doakan kau dapat the job.
Work was okie so far.
Except there is many new faces around.
All are okie..except that I do miss those certain people whom used to werk at ivic with us...

In terms of life, so far so good.
Love, not at the moment.
Planning to study first and think about love and relationship later.
To me love comes naturally..If its time..the perfect girl for me will come.

Well, About friends & friendship...
I really miss all my Ite bedok Bm0804W classmates.
Not forgetting Bestie rahim.
Almost 2 months plus never meet sia .
All of us are busy with werk.
Also missing Kak Khaty, kak Siti and Taufik!!
Its been so long since we go out like last time.
Everyone have been so busy since Kak Siti's wedding.
Enjoy yourself for the honeymoon kak siti!!
And my donut empire friends.
All quiet and no contact already.
It's like a new beggining for me ever since I enter Ite tampines.
New faces, New friends.
Ivic call center also have all the new faces.
Making lots of new friends.
Im happy that I know each and everyone of my friends right now.
Everyone of you is a part of my life.
(=

Last but no least.
It's my Family...
I Love and miss my family so much..
Serious speaking.
I have not been going to atok house for more than 1 month plus.
Reason being, busy with werk!!
Still, even though im not there.
All of them are in my heart.
I miss my aunts and uncles.
My grandparents.
Cousins..Wafa especially!!!
I heard that they will be another Johor trip gathering at Pak Ngah house this end of april.
I will try my best to make myself available and go.
Even if it means of me taking mc.
Even I need some family quality time.

Well, Nothing else to say.
This is a very long update.
Basically to cover up for my lack of updates for quite some time.
Been very busy with work and school!!!
I will try to update regularly from now on.
Im still as fat and chubby as ever!
No difference.
Hehehehehehhehes..
Okieee, I will update again soon.
Thanks for reading readers.

& Great School ..

2010-04-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

& Yay I just bought this hp just now.

It's Nokia 6760 Slide.

Im Loving my new Hp.

Teeeheee..!!!!

& On Sunday.

Went to help out at kak khaty's place for her daughter's wedding.

I had a great time and fun experience at the wedding.

All the family members was great.

And luckily nisa was around to help me.

Thx Nisa so much !

And Niwae, Selamat pengantin baru kak siti !

Stay happy and last long in your married life.

Take care and won't forget those memories that all of us shared together.

& Last but not least.

A very happy and good news to share to everyone.

I am now officially a student of Ite Tampines.

Enrolled in the course Higher Nitec In Information Technology.

Just now was my second day of orientation.

It was Great!! Made lots of new friends.

And classmates are the best!

Will update more about my new school soon.

Thanks for reading readers.

& Really Really Tired ..

2010-04-05T14:46:00.002+08:00

& Im seriously Tired And Sleepy .

Werked yesterday from 6pm- 2am.

Then got activation from 2am-4 am and have to extend till 5 am.

Woke up at 10 am just now.

Off to ite tamp and ite simei to appeal for information techonology and accounting.

Hopefully I will get either one of the course.

Pray for me please.

Then met Sen Superdin and slacked for a while under his void deck.

Off home-ed straight after that.

Now waiting for my julia hana drama to start.

Its the best time to update .

I am seriously very tired from werking.
Werking almost up to 9-10 hrs everyday.
Its okie, For now, i'll endure it first.
I wanna get that $1200 that Im aiming this month to hit.
I'll think I'll make it.
I really want to buy myself an ipod.
Arghh ...

I nid to plan an outing soon.
Miss certain people especially my family and cousins.
I Miss Meeza,My close fren from ivic.
Im Missing all my donut empire friends as well.
Also will be having an outing with lid,hayati and ahmad soon.
I just nid to hit my $1200 mark at werk and I'll start to relax from then.
But for now, All I can think about is werk and school.
If not, Ns will just be my next option.
Maybe just maybe worst comes to worst.
I'll go Ns first.
Better get it over and done with the sooner the better.
Well, I have nothing else to pen down here.
Wanna have a rest before my drama starts.
Werking again later at 6pm - 1 am.
Will update again soon.
Thanks for reading readers.
And guys, please pray for me that I get a school yeah.
(=

& School, Werk Or Ns ?

2010-04-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

& Life's a total confusion for me lately.

I really do not know what to do..

What is my plan now ?

SHOULD I Werk Full Time ?

Continue with a private diploma ?

Or Complete my Ns first?

I am really stuck and do not have all the answers to my questions.

I need time to think and make a decision soon.

For now, I have been busy werking ..

Werking for about 9-10 hours almost everyday.

Aiming for a high pay this month.

Planning to buy myself a hp and an Ipod.

Also, to pay for my car license.

I have already passed my Btt & Ftt quite a while ago already.

Now I think its about time I take my Practical.

About studies..

If Only my points were high enough.

If only I could get that 2.3 Points.

Well, Maybe only Maybe then I would be able to enter Higher nitec In Information technology.

What a waste...Its okie, this Monday I will be going to ite tamp to appeal.

I just hope they could take me in.

Well, now its not such a good time to update a long post.

Werking tomorrow at 8 am.

So I nid to rest.

Will update again soon.

Thanks for reading readers.

And to kak khaty and rahim.

Sorry that Im not able to meet up with you guys these past few weeks because Im very busy with werk.

AIming to get those stuffs that i wanted..

Meet up once Im not that busy yeah.

(=

& Short Update..

2010-03-27T14:22:00.001+08:00

& Overdue Picture.

Birthday Party at Nhmuzakar's House.

Had a great time there.

Niwae..Im updating my blog just to show that Im still alive.

Been busy with werk.

Serious shit Im werking my ass out this week.

Im even werking later today from 4pm - 3 am.

Serious shit long right.

Hahhaaahaha..

Next wed is the class chalet.
I'll come a bit late I guess.
There's things that I need to do first.
Lots of new friends made at werk.
There Musabubakar,Irwanto and Khairul Syazwan.
These new friends I made are great and really friendly.
Still, I won't forget my other senior friends in ivic like hidayah,eva and the rest..
Life is okie..
Getting used to werking life now.
And results will be out soon.
My future will be decided then.
Whether I shal continue studying or go to Ns First.
I just hope Im able to make it to higher nitec.
Hmmm...

Niwae, heard that family is planning for another trip to Malaysia.
Most probably it'll be in May..
Im not sure If i will be following for this time outing.
See how uhhs.
Okie, I really don't know what else to type here.
Till here only then..
Missing my classmates of bm0804w..
Meet you guys at chalet!!
Thanks for reading readers.
(=

& Busy Busy Busy !!

2010-03-22T13:52:00.002+08:00

Hey There readers..

I've been very busy the whole of last week...

Been out the whole week.

Out with classmates to Sentosa to have a picnic..

Out to Ion orchard too.

Met up with Kak Khaty to help out with some stuff.

Been very2 busy.

And I guess I won't have time to update this blog of mine.

And for this week.
I will not be going out.
My plan is to werk all out this week.
Im werking night this whole week till morning.
And then I'll sleep my ass out in the morning and at night back to werk again.
Im planning to buy myself some stuff so I need to werk hard for the money.

Well, I know that most of the time.. good things just will never last.
And for me, My Happy ever after just ended here..
Im still holding on...
Hoping for A better future ahead..
I need a break.
A break from everything.
Sometimes I just feel like running away to some deserted island and not come back..

Enough with all those emo shits.
Well, not gonna type much more here.
Now, There is this one important thing that I need to do now..
To go on tv2 and watch my New Julia hana drama that I've been waiting for.
Take care readers.

& All The Outings I Had So Far ...

2010-03-16T11:22:00.011+08:00

Friday, 5 March 2010..

Collection Of F1 Cert With Fiq,Iman & Nunu ..

Monday, 8 March 2010..
Job Hunting With Nisa/Nunu & Sen ...

Tue, 9 March 2010..
Job Hunting & Iman Birthday Celebration with Nisa, Nunu & Iman ...

Sat, 13 March 2010..

Sending Nisa Off - Airport with Iman, Eva & Some Ivic Mates ...

& Goodbye Nisa.

I hope you will have a great holiday at London.

Dun forget to buy chocolates for me aites.

WILL Miss ya lots !!

Niwae, I Had a great holiday so far for me.

Other than going out, the only thing I do next is work!!

There is still 1 more outing pictures to be posted here but I have not gotten the pictures yet..

Will update again soon.

Take Care Readers..

Despite all the fun I had, I also do not forget my other friends.

Though there is no pictures, I also do mit up with my other friends like Kak Khaty & Rahim..

And Family will also not be forgotten.

I Miss Wafa !!!

& Another Tiring Dayy ...

2010-03-11T23:47:00.001+08:00

& Another tiring Day ..
I Have Been Going out for this whole one week.
In my next post, then I'll put all my outing pictures for this whole week.
For today lets see ..
Met my friend today and accompanied her to post some letters and buy some stuffs.
Then around 9 plus pm, called up Superdin and asked him to lepak-ed.
Cause It's been a while since we met.
So Slacked with Muhsin at a nearby block near my house.
Till around 11 plus pm.
Then made my way back.
Dad made a fuss as usual about coming home late.
But It's okiee..It's holidays mahh ..
Mum is still not happy about my hair.
She even asked me to re-dye it black.
But I Won't.
Heehhes.
Maybe when my new school is gonna start then I'll dye it black back.
Im super tired right now.
I think I won't update any further.
Just wait for my upcoming posts for all the outing pictures aites.
Thanks for reading readers.
(=

& A Great Job !!

2010-03-10T11:43:00.005+08:00

& Things are so different now.
I do not know why.
But The company have made lots of changes to their rules and regulations.
For examples, No bags,Pen and paper are allowed on call floor.
I just do not know how to explain.
But the werking environment now and last time just feels so different.
The pictures above are all the good memories that I have during my time werking at ivic.
But now I feel that all those memories and good time have gone.
Some have left, And there's lots of new faces around.
I find that I do not enjoy werking there now as compared to last time.
I just hope time could go back.
And let me have all those fun memories back again.
I do admit , I had a great and memorial time werking at ivic though.
But till yesterday, everything have just changed my preception of werking there.
I was nearly terminated yesterday by my OM.
I was caught using a Hp on sunday night.
They saw me using a hp from all the newly installed cameras around the call floor.
Since then, my heart was just not into working there anymore.
Anywaes, Till I find myself a new and better job.
I'll stick to werking at ivic first for the mean time.
But Im planning to resign Once I get a better job offer.
I have applied for lots of places.
7-11, Polar, cathay cineplex, Arcade at downtown, Gelare,Burger king,Toysrus,wallet shop...
And Im not giving up, Going to apply for more.
Also, there is other customer service job vacancies available out there..
I just hope that I get a better job offer soon.
For now, I will try to be a better person and obey those new rules that Ivic made.
I will prove to my OM that she was wrong.
I will prove to her that she was never mistaken to choose me as employee of the month.
I am surely worthy of it!!
Hmm, Just that ...
I will never forget all those good times werking here.
With all those good and the best people around.
LIke Hidayah, muhsin,Kak Aisah, Eva, Lidiana, Hayati,Arliph,Ahmad,Kak Fatiah,And many more..
There are all very nice people and they are the one whom made my experience werking at ivic a very fun and exciting once.
Not forgetting all the sl whom have also helped me a lot throughout me werking there.
Niwae, Till I find a new job, I will just stay here for the time being.
I need a new job soon!!

& Goodbye BM0804W, Will Miss you Guys..!!!

2010-03-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

& Last Day of school.

Goodbye BM0804W.

I am sure going to miss each and everyone of you..

Please do keep in touch yeah.

Im really gonna miss most of my close ones.

Will be Missing most of them: Nisa, Nunu,Muhsin,Efa,Lynn,Iman,Fiq,Fatimah,Khidir & Not forgetting Waz.....

I sure will miss the rest too.

We have all went through a lot throughout the 2 years.

Lots of ups and downs.

But we still managed to persevered and remained as close friends.

Please meet upp soon Guys.

I won't forget those memories we all had during these 2 years.

I will never forget you guys !!!

=(((

& Yay ! Im back for a proper Update!!

2010-03-03T14:47:00.003+08:00

& Life is just okiee nowadays.

Stressed up with school projects.

Lots of things to be done.

Im ready for my final year presentation.

Im gonna do my best and hopefully I'll pass my good grades.

I just hope that my results this term is good enough that im able to enter higher nitec in the course and school that I want.

School is gonna end in just 1 day time.
Tomorrow will be my presentation day.
AFTER THAT NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME.
I need to find myself another full time job.
With better pay and is much more interesting.
I wanna werk with my friends.
I hope I get a job soon.

I will still be in Ivic.
Just that it will only be a weekend job for me.
No more extending.
Just werking on my normal sat 4pm-8pm and sun 8am-1pm shift.
I Need another job fast !!
Maybe 7-11 or DHL or Back to donut empire ?
We'll see how.
I need to try on other jobs too.
To gain more experience werking in different type of jobs.
It's also coming to 1 year that Im werking in Ivic.

Im missing my family too.
I need to have another family reunion outing.
Maybe Genting ?
Plan ahhs come on Family!!
I'll make sure to take my time off from werk to be with my family.

Anyway, Happy advanced birthday TO KAK KHATY.
Happy advanced birthday to IMAN!
I just hope that all my friends will be happy and I pray for their success and happiness always..

Okayy.
I'll update again soon.
I now have almost all the time in the world.
This blog will come back to life.
I'll try my best to update this blog of mine regularly now.
(=

& Happy Belated Birthday To Nisa !!

2010-03-02T09:58:00.002+08:00

& Finally Got The Pics from facebook.

Happy Belated Birthday To Nisa !

You're 21 already bestie.

I hope that you will always be happy yeah.

Aku doakan kau panjang umur and dimurahkan rezeki selalu.

Do keep in touch if there's no more school yeah.

WILL Miss you and the others badly!

Take good care of yourself my 21 year old kakak friend.

Hehehes.

Niwae, we are almost done with our FYP.

Im happy that things are getting completed.

Presentation on Thursday!!

Seramm...

& HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FIQ !!

2010-03-01T09:31:00.005+08:00

& Happy Birthday Fiq !!
Walaupon kite dah tak same skola.
Aku maseh ingat birthday kau kayh.
Aku doakan kau panjang umur.
Murah rezeki dan happy selalu yeah.
Anyway, da 19 siol.
Hahas.

Also, Happy belated 19th birthday to Hamdan!

I have lots of pics to upload here.
But I just don't seemed to have the time.
Its okie, will update again soon.
Take care readers.
=)

& I Do Have Feelings Too ..

2010-02-27T22:49:00.003+08:00

& A Proper update after so long....
I know its been a while since I have a proper update for this dusty blog of mine.
But well, its about time I update now.
Firstly, Yay !! More new pics of me !!
Ignore the sick faces of me cause I am currently sick at the moment.
Stuck with ulcers and I can barely even talk properly.

Been very busy with school and finishing my FYP.
Almost complete with our FYP.
And school's ending soon.
Im kind off sad.
I am sure going to miss all my classmates very much.
I just hope we will keep in touch and meet up at least once a week.

Niwae, just a little random thought of mine.
I wonder how some people can be just so mean sometimes.
They just speak and say whatever that comes in their mind.
Without even thinking of what others may feel.
Though they know that whatever they say may hurt other people feelings.
Yet they just say it.
I wonder why people like this exists.
I wonder what they themselves will feel if people were to say hurtful things to them instead.
Say it directly to their face.
Sigh.
I know I may not be perfect in many ways.
But I do have a heart.
I do have feelings.
Me keeping quiet does not mean that Im ok with whatever that you are saying.
Sigh, I know that some people just can't see other people happy.
Its okie, Im fine with it.
I will just endure it, This is all part and parcel of life.
Luckily I still have some of my other friends by my side.
Whom always gave me support and encouragement whenever Im down.

Anyway, I hope that my mouth ulcers will get better soon.
Im getting sick of eating "Bubur" Everyday.
Argh..One more week till school's out.
I will miss each and everyone of my classmates a LOT!!
AND
One more thing.
I need to find myself another job.
=))

Overdue Ite Reunion Pictures..

2010-02-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

Overdue Class Reunion Pictures.

Taken at Seoul Garden.

I will miss all my ite classmates seriously.

=((((

More Outing pictures ...

2010-02-04T23:46:00.004+08:00

Overdue Outing Pictures !!!

29.01.10 Outing Pics.

More Pictures Coming Up Soon Yeahh..

Too Busy To update this blog of mine.
Will Update again soon If Im Free.

Btw, Today will be Pakchu's Family last night here at my house.

Sad Siaaaa..

Tomorrow they will be moving to Atok House.

I will elaborate more and update more pics soon.

This is all for now.

Thanks for reading.

Overdue Pictures And Finally A Proper Update..

2010-01-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

& Overdue BBQ Pictures.

Went to the bbq Pit at East Coast made by Tashah's class.

Went with Nisa, and Iman was also there.

This outing was on the Friday 22nd January 2010.

So sorry for the last update.

I've been very busy at the moment.

And yeah, My Picture editing skills have been from bad to worst.

Look at those solo pictures of me.

See how Fat I look and how bad the editing is.

I've not edit pictures for quite a while already.

So yeah.

That explains the bad editing.

LOLX.

& Met with Bestie Rahim the other day.

It Was last week or the week before I think.

Quite a while already.

Watched "The Vampire's Assistant" Movie.

It was just an average movie.

I'll give it a 3/5 ratings.

It was Rahim's treat for that day.

Thanks Bro.

Meet up soon.

Next Outing was supposed to be the 30th Jan.

Dunno if that will happen.

See how its goes.

And as for me currently.

Life has been just okie.

So Busy with school assignments and projects.

I rarely have the time to update this blog of mine.

Tomorrow I'll have another class outing.

I'll update more tomorrow or the next time Im free yeah.

That's all for today.

Thanks for reading.

Sorry for the lack of Update ..

2010-01-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

& Sorry for not updating.
I've been too busy this past few weeks.
That I really have the time to update.
I will update properly once I have the time.
Lots of my previous past outing pictures that I wanna upload here.
Will upload soon yeah.

Btw, I Werked just now from 8am - 2pm.
Then went to accompany Hidayah and Fathiah For a while at Tamp.
After that, met up with Muhsin.
Went to Ikea Tampines.
As we wanted to survey some things.
Well, A Long and tiring weekends for me.
And I really need a break.

I think that most probably this chinese new year holidays..
I will be going to Malaysia with all my family members.
The only problem right now is WORK.
I have to figure that one out first.

Oke,Im super tired and sleepy.
I will update a proper post soon.
This update here is just to let you readers know that my blog is still alive.
hehehe
Thanks for reading.
(=

& Sorry for the Not Updating..

2010-01-12T10:00:00.003+08:00

& Overdue Saturday Night Pictures.
Out with Eva and Meeza after werk.
Off to City hall, walk2 around and slacked.
Sorry for the late update.

Well,school has already started.
So Im gonna be more busy with lots of assignments and projects.
Our last day of school will be on the 20th Feb.
That Fast Huh?
Yeap, Time really flies Though.
Im gonna do my best this term.
Im aiming to go to Higher nitec in Information technology.
Hopefully Im able to make it there.

Sigh, Lots of things in my mind lately.
I have failed in lots of things.
I Failed to be a good son to my parents.
I failed to be a good student.
I also fail in love.
I hope things will changed this year.
Hopefully 2010 will be a good and bright year for me.

And, I won't be updating this blog of mine very often.
Cause weekdays I'll be busy with school.
And weekends I'll be very busy with werk.
So sorry if this blog will be dead soon.

& For Chinese new year.
Family planning to go To Malaysia.
But I can't go.
Firstly It's gonna be ending of school soon.
Im sure I'll be very busy completing my end of year project video.
And, Im werking almost everyday of the chinese new year holiday.
5 Days straight of 8am-6pm.
Im going to need to change that availability soon.
So yeah.
So sorry to all my family members.
Im gonna have to miss that outing out.
DO Buy something there for me yeah.
Hehe..

Okie guys.
Nothing else's to write here.
I'll end here.
I will update again.
If I have the time.
Thanks for reading.
=))

Back for more Updates..

2010-01-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

& Im Feeling down.
Dunno why.
I just feel that I do not get the freedom that I deserve from my parents.
Forget it, It's not even worth talking about.
Hmmmm,I just hope that one day they will realise and changed their mind.
And give me the freedom that I've always wanted.

Niwae, I would like to Post something to some of my friends.
Thanks Lynn and Nisa for the Adidas Bag.
Also Thanks Sen for the Everlast Bag.
I really Treasure the gifts and appreciate what you guys have given me so much.
Im really2 thankful.
Thanks so much Lynn,Nisa And Sen.
Appreciate it lots.

Life has been just okie.
School has been stressful for me.
Lots of projects and assigments to be done.
Im really2 coping and trying my best with my studies.
I really wanna get to higher nitec next year.
I'll study hard and do the best I can.

Im also missing all my donut empire friends.
It's also been a while since I met up with Bestie Rahim.
I need to have an outing soon.
I also miss kak suraya and Kak rakinah.
Can I turn back time ? Pls ..

AND...
It's been a while since Im actually in a long lasting relationship.
I just hope that one day I'll find the perfect girl for me.
The one whom loves me as much as I love her and accept me truly for who I am.
But, right now.
I've had enough.
I do not want to fall in love again.
Cause it really hurts.
Love is a good thing but when the love is not a success.
It can be very hurtful.
It took me quite a while to heal the wound in my heart.
To forget her out of my heart.
Tried to love someone else instead of her.
But I have to admit, It was totally Uncapable.
But still, I Managed to do so.

So now, Im afraid to fall in love again.
I do not want the same thing to happen again.
I do not want to be the one to be hurt again.
Cause I tink, I've had enough.
For now, I feel that being single is the best option for me.
Till the day comes for me to be in another long lasting relationship.
It will come, All I have to do is wait.
The only question remains, How long do I have to wait?

Re-union With Kak Fatimah Of Donut Empire..

2010-01-04T22:43:00.004+08:00

& First day of school was okie.
Got my new timetable.
And It's quite okie ah.
Most of the days we start late except for wednesday.
But the bad thing is that almost everyday we finish at 6 pm.
Kind Off Sucks Right ?
Hahaha.

Anyway, After school just now.
Head off to Ubi Cdc with sen and nisa.
Booked my E-Trial and Ftt together with sen.
My Ftt will be on the 9th Feb.
Im gonna study hard and hopefully pass at my first try.
Then Sen went off first while me and nisa went to eat at bedok inter.
While eating, I got a message from my ex-supervisor of donut empire kak fatimah.
She was at Donut empire whitesands Outlet.
It has been almost 1 year plus since I last met her.
So Off we went to whitesands after that.
Met her about 8 plus pm.
I talked and share lots of thoughts and memories with her.
All the way till bout 9 plus pm.
And, she gave us 2 free donut.
Thanks Kak Fatimah.
Then since It was getting kind off late for me and nisa.
We took a cab back home.

And here I am now.
Haha.
Above pic is taken just now of me and kak Fatimah.
I really miss werking at donut empire.
I miss all my donut empire friends, Like seriously.
We shall meet up soon yeah.
Maybe an outing or something.
Will plan that out soon.

So yeah.
Basically that's all for today.
Im schooling tomorrow at 1 pm.
Yay, can wake up late a bit.
Hehehe.
Oke deh, I'll update again soon.
Taking care readers.
=))

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010 !!

2010-01-02T23:40:00.006+08:00

& Goodbye 2009 .
Say Hello to 2010.
So sorry for the very late update.
I am seriously too busy that I have no time to update.
I really think I should just close down this blog of mine.
What do you guys think?

Anyway, If you guys are wondering how Im doing.
Im doing just great.
Above is the latest pic of me, Taken Just now, In case you guys wanna see how different I look now.
Well, Lets just say its the same, except Im much more fatter.
Life has been hectic for me lately.
Been busy with werk, werk and werk.
And Yay, I've gotten my Pay.
Im happy with my Pay.
My own hard earned money.
Bought A Bag for mum and A Belt for dad.
Bought myself a new earpiece for my Mp3 player.
Planning to buy myself a new shoe soon.

& My resolutions for 2010

Planning to change to a better person.

Come to school early and do my best in my studies for the final term.

Start Praying more often.

Go to mosque for friday prayers more frequently.

Work much more harder and help out my family.

Graduate with good results and go to Higher Nitec.

Pass my Car Driving license.

Lastly, get to be in a long lasting relationship with a girl whom truly loves me.

I know I may or may not achieve all this but I will at least try.

2009 is a great year , Lots of Ups and down and memories made.
Friends do come and go.
I will never forget all those memories that I had.

Well, Okie guys.
I'll end here aites. Btw, Thanks Lidiana and Hayati For the birthday present!!Appreciate it lots !
I'll Update again soon.
=))

Dinner & Dance Overdue Pics !!

2009-12-25T21:35:00.008+08:00

& Most of the Dinner & Dance's Photos are up.

There are still lots more pics to be uploaded.

But Im still Busy and Super Lazy to upload the rest.

Maybe another time yeah.

So Anywaes, Out with some of my ite classmates yesterday.

Had a really great day with them yesterday.

Too tired to elaborate it.

Just that, I will upload all the pictures soon for you guys to see yeah.

I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

Werked just now from 8 am - 5 pm.

Tomorrow as usual, 4pm - 8pm.

Sun 8am - 1 pm.

Most likely, I'll extend on sunday.

School will re-open on the 4th Jan 2010.

WOW, That's like just in a weeks time.

Im still in my holiday mood.

Can I not go to school ?

Arghhh, Cannot arh, kene warning already!!

Its okie, at least I get to see all my classmates again.

I Miss all of them so much.

Meet up soon guys!

Well,nothing else to say.

Except, I'll upload yesterday's outing pictures up soon.

That's all for now.

Take care readers.

Thanks for reading.

=))

& Back for more updates ..

2009-12-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

& Im seriously very busy this few weeks.

I barely have the time to update this blog of mine.

Thought of deleting it but on second thought, Nahh, Forget it.

I've been werking 12 hrs straight for the past few days.
I really am aiming for my $1000 bucks this month.
And yay !
I Managed to ACHIEVED what I Wanted.
Woohoo !

I Miss my friends so much.
I hope we can come up with an outing soon.

Btw, I will upload all the rest of the Ivic's Dinner & Dance Photo's soon.
Once Im not that busy yeah.
For now, I really do not have the time.
Im not kidding.
And, I have been at werk almost every single day since last week.
I feel very tired and exhausted.
But since this is the holidays, im gonna werk all out till I drop.

Well, I am feeling so tired right now as im updating.
I don't feel like updating actually but I just update so that my blog won't be so dead.
Btw, Im done re-linking all you guys.
SO yeah.
I've also changed my blog song.
I thought that maybe I wanna change my skin.
Maybe another time yeah, Fow now, lets leave it as it is.

Btw, Look at the pic above ?
SEE How Fcuking fat I am.
Arghh, Gemuk Nye aku..!!
=((((
Oke deh, Tired and wanna rest.
Finally !
Update again soon.
Thanks for reading readers !
=))

Sorry for the late update..

2009-12-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

& Overdue Pictures of the recent happenings/Outings for the past few weeks.

Sorry, I've been too busy the past few weeks to update this blog of mine.

I have lots of outings & Pictures for the past few days & weeks.

To summarize it all, Just do take a look at the pictures above.

Other than the normal lepak-ed sessions and school.

I did went to Johor with my classmates Nisa and Muhsin on friday.

Also, I've been too busy with werk for this 2 weeks.

I wanna earn a lot this month.

Aiming for at least $1000.

Hopefully I can get what I wanted.

I seriously am tired and has nothing else to write down here.

So sorry that all the pictures above are jumbled up and not arranged accordingly.

I will update a proper post soon.

This update is also for my readers, to know that Im still active here yeah.

Thanks for reading.

And, I will reply to all tags and re-linked you guys soon.

Toodles.

& New Samsung ST45 Digital Camera..!!

2009-12-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

& Im happy today.
Very Very Happy.
I got Myself a new Samsung digital camera.
Bought it at Challenger just now.
Costs me about $279.
I Wanna thank-ed Muhsin for sharing some money to buy for me the Digital camera.
It's my belated birthday present.
Thanks so much, best school friend, Superdin!

Im glad that we are nearly done with our video project.
Will try to complete it with the rest by tomorrow.
I am gonna werk till i drop for this month.
Im planning to get at least $700 plus this month.
I hope I can achieve my target.
Will be werking tomorrow from 8 pm - 12 am.
So yeah.

I seriously am happy today.
I can't wait to take pics with my new camera.
Will bring it to school tomorrow.
Heeehes.
Oke then.
Nothing much else to update. Ouh yeah, btw.Friday will be my BTT.Wish me all the best yeah guys.Toodles.
(=

Back for more Updates..

2009-11-30T23:39:00.004+08:00

& The Picture Above is still my favourite.
And old pic of mine actually.
Managed to browse through my albums in my lappy and find all my old2 pics.
So please don't mind me if I put all my old photos in my blog.
Cause I've no new ones.

Today, Im happy.
After quite sometime, Today I can finally say Im happy.
Cause why?
I asked to change my availability to shorter working hours and I got it.
Also, I managed to find another sony ericson charger of mine.
So yeah, Im able to charge my hp again.
WOOHOO! Save my money of getting a new hp!

I think I've had enough of updating all nonsence and emo2 sad stuff here in my blog.
Hahaha.
I wanna change my link uhhs.
But dunno what link that I should change to ?
I also wanna change to another new nickname.
WIll think of it and update again with some of my ideas.
Thanks for reading readers.
Tkcr !

Old Friends Meet Again.

2009-11-29T23:56:00.003+08:00

Can I just run away from the reality of life ?
I dunno why but everytime I think about it, It hurts me a lot.
I have given up.
It's no use of me loving you anymore.
I know Im fat,Im not cool, I dunno how to dress smart, Im not handsome.
But, I still have a heart.
Its okie.
I'll just leave it to you aites, It's your choice.
I totally have no mood right now.
I dunno why it is so hard for me to forget you out of my heart?
Go be with him if that is what that makes you happy yeah.

Niwae, werked just now from 8 am - 2 pm.
Then got activation for 2 hrs from 2pm - 4 pm.
So I grabbed it.
Then accompanied NhMuzakar for a while.
Then met up with Bestie Rahim.
It's been quite a while since I met with Bestie.
He's been busy with werk, Dah kaya sia org tu.
Hahaha.
Watched the movie "2012" With Bestie.
Guess what ?
At the end of the movie, He forgot and accidentally left his hp in the cinema.
We quickly ran back up and luckily it was still there.
Naseb baik sey.
Hahahaha.
You owe me one bro . LOLX.
Thanks for the Mcdonalds treat just now yeah Rahim.
Met Up Soon.

And, Im having another problem.
My hp now seems to be having difficulty to charge.
I really think I need to get myself a new hp.
Arghhh, so many things that I wanna buy.
And A New camera too, Noooooooooooooooooo...!!!!
I Need Money2 Money2 Money2 .

Selamat Hari Raya Haji !

2009-11-27T16:30:00.001+08:00

& Selamat Hari Raya Haji.
Well, today was not such a great day for me.
Kinda bored at Makma's house for raya.
Cause most of my cousins went to Kl to celebrate Hari Raya Haji there.
So This year's raya was such a boring one.
But when It comes to the food part, well, still the best yeah.
Well, Werking later from 6 pm - 2 am.
Activation from 6 pm - 8 pm.
The other 6 hrs will be normal rate.
Very tired but since I need the money and is kind off bored, I'll just go for werk.

I seriously am pissed off with myself lately.
I don't seemed to look at my best.
My face is breaking out.
Im getting fatter.
Everything just seems not right.
I am seriously gonna save my money and diet the whole of next week.
Hopefully Im able to do that.
Cause sometimes, food just seems to be very tempting you know.

Btw, My pay is in.
This month I get very little as compared to the previous months.
I only got $518.
Sucks sia.
I need to use a lot of money this month.
I need to top up my hp.
Put aside money for travel.
Buy myself a new pair of shoes.
Wow, Its okiee.
I will werk hard this month.
I am gonna werk till i drop.
Since the holidays are also drawing near.
Its time to really earn more money.

Okay, I have nothing else to say.
Just that, Im really getting pissed off with my family lately.
Their way of controlling me is getting from bad to worst.
It's even worst than before.
Sigh, forget it, no point of me blabering it here.
They won't change anywaes.
So yeah.
I will update again soon.
Anywaes, SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI !

& I Miss My Past.

2009-11-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

& I Miss My Past so much.

My Past Love Life.

My Past Secondary School Life.

Im Missing everything about my past.

Can I turn back time ?

Awwhh ..!!

=((

Overdue JB Pictures .

2009-11-22T23:14:00.005+08:00

& Weekends have been great and busy for me.
Sorry for not able to update.
Been kind off busy with werk and all.
Very tiring weekends.
I Need a rest, a break, Like Seriously.
Sigh..

Werked on friday from 11 pm - 8 am.
Saturday was from 5 pm - 12 am.
And Lastly Sunday which was just now, I werked from 10 am - 7 pm.
See how tiring and tight my schedual for werk is on the weekends.
Well, Im gonna send pak ngah to airport later.
His flight will be ard 8 plus am.
So must be at the airport by 6 plus am.
Then I will be going straight to school after that.
Ayang doakan pak ngah ngan mak ngah selamat menunaikan fardhu Haji.
Selamat pergi dan selamat balik ye.

Btw, Above are all the overdue pictures from my Jb trip last weekend.
Finally I have gotten all the pics from Feeza.
So yeah,Let the pictures do the talking kayh.
Well, Life for me has been oke.
Nothing new for love life.
Also, Nhmuzakar has already left for her genting trip.
I will be missing her.
Tkcr of yourself there yeah.

I seriously am so tired and have nothing else to say.
If I have the time, I will update again.
I need to rest as I need to wake up early tomorrow.
Ouh yeah, Btw.
I have no other choice but to dye my hair back to black colour.
It's kinda sad to see my brown hair to go away.
But Its okie, Once the holidays are here.
I will highlight again.
So yeah, No worries.
Hehe.
Anywaes, Happy belated 18th Birthday to Ahmad Bin Ismail.
Stay Happy always Ahmad !
(=

Thanks for my Birthday Present Rawker !!

2009-11-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

& Another Tiring Day.
Hmm, Lets see what I did for todayy .
Went to school early, kinda surprising huh ?
Finished school around 12 plus pm.
Then accompanied Fiq to have lunch at bedok inter.
Then I took bus no 25 and proceed straight to Ubi CDC and met up with nisa and sen.
Congrats sen for passing your BTT.
Then after that I went to airport to Met up with Lid Levesque and supposedly to study but end up talking and laughing instead.
Then met up with Iman at Tamp mall.

Guess what ?
I Got my "Birthday present" from Iman..
Thanks so much Iman Rawker for the Adidas Slipper which costs you around $40.
Iman slept over at my place.
Had some picture web-camming session with nisa.
Hahahaha.

Well, tomorrow not sure what the plan goes like.
Maybe I'll be going out in the morning then lepak in the evening.
See how yeah.
For now, I don't feel so good.
Someone will be leaving for genting this weekend.
IM gonna miss her for sure.
Do take care when you're there aites NHMuzakar.
(=

& Failed My BTT . =((

2009-11-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

& Just now had my Basic Theory Driving Test.And, I Failed.Kinda sucks sia .Im very sad and dissapointed in myself.But its okie, I will study harder and pass the next time round.There's this saying, the key to success is "do not give up".So yeah.
Anyway, My eyes decided to give me some problems.I need to change my contact lens already.I think Im gonna use the new malaysia contact lens that I bought at Jb the other day.Will try it out and see if it suits me.
Hmm.Why can't I turn back time ?And enjoy all those fun moments and laughter That I Used to had AGAIN.
And, I also miss those times when Im not that Fat.Those times, where most of my shirt still fit me.Those times where I don't look that chubby.Now I look seriously Big and Fat sia.I really am not happy with my weight issues.I need to do something and fast.Pictures above are taken today, just now.See how fat I am ?Arghhh !!!
Lastly Pak ngah and mak ngah will be going "Haji" next Monday.Im going to miss them for sure.I think I wanna sleep over at their house lastly before they fly off to do their "Haj".I think this weekend will be perfect.HeHeHe.(=

I miss my donut empire friends..

2009-11-16T21:02:00.005+08:00

& The Weekends At Jb was Great.
I had a great time with my family for the weekends.
Things were really fun and I miss all those fun moments and laughter we had.
I will post all the Jb pictures once I have them all from my cousins yeah.

Im doing fine.
Went to school just now.
Everything was okie and as per normal.
Just that..

I did something to my hair.
I went to Highlight my fringe.
It's some sort of golden brown colour.
Only the front part of my hair, the fringe.
It costs me about $15.
And I cut a little bit of my hair at the back.
CAUSE It's a bit long.
Hmm, I hope this time it won't damaged my hair like last time.

Tomorrow will be another stressful day for me.
It's my driving basic theory test tomorrow.
Hopefully I'll pass my test tomorrow.
I will be very down and sad if I fail.
I wanna give it my all and do my best tomorrow.
So yeah.

Well, I have some thougts to share out.

"At least I have my own opinions, values, morals, self-respect, and knowledge. And At least, I’m made of something other than good looks. I value who I am more than I value being the Hottest Guy in a crowd. Judge me, its ok. The entire world is already doing so. I mean, maybe, I’m not the guy that every girl hits on but at least I’m the guy who’s down for you when you need him, funny when you’re sad, adventurous when you’re bored, serious when you need it, the type of guy who wants you to love him for who he is because WHO HE IS, is what he’ll always be even when his outer shell starts to disagree. He can promise you his loving personality won’t change, but he can’t promise you that his looks will always stay the same. You know? Just saying. I may not be the Hottest or the best guy ever, I know. But at least.. I've got a mind of my own. Don't judge me even before you know me.
I know this is super random, buy hey, this is a blog right. A blog is some sort of internet diary where you can write and post happenings of your life and also some feelings and random thoughts that you're having. I Just have this thoughts in my mind recently, and just felt like letting it out. So yeahh."

Ending here Guys.I'll Update again soon.Btw, before I end my post.Just wanna say that I suddenly miss all my donut empire friends.=((

A Hectic and Busy week.

2009-11-12T14:05:00.005+08:00

& Life has been hectic for me lately.
I had my NS Medical Check-up yesterday.
I've finally gotten over and done with my blood test.
And everything went on smoothly for The check-up.
Then off to werked from 9 pm - 1 am after that .

I've been werking for almost 1 week straight.
Only some knows why I've been werking like crazyy lately.
To cover up for my Malaysia Johor trip to PAK Ngah house this weekend.
I can't wait to go pak ngah house at Jb.
I miss all my family so much.
Especially my dearest anak sedare "Wafa".
Will not update my blog often.
Maybe till Im back from Jb.

Will be going on friday night after solat mahgrib.
And most prob will be back on sunday night.
I heard that Abg Khairi nak belanje for the sat night BBQ.
Thanks Cuzzie.
It's finally some family quality time together.
Since I've been too busy with werk and school.
I've yet to meet all my Aunties and uncles and cousins.
So I will make up for all the lost time this weekend yeah.
And It's Sabo time for pakchu as it was his birthday last week.
Siap!
Hahahaha.

School was okie.
Had a project to be done.
We're making a 3 mins plus video.
Our video will most prob be a ghost story video.
I can barely wait to get started,Im so excited.
And next tues will be my E-Trial and Basic theory test for my driving license.
I wanna do the best I can.
I really have to study and memorise all those important signs and symbols.
I am really busy this 2 weeks.
So yeah, Won't have time to go out that often.

Last but not least.
Im werking later from 5 pm - 9 pm.
And Tomorrow I'll be werking from 9 am - 1 pm.
After that, I will be meeting Hidayah and yaseer to celebrate Yaseer's Birthday at Pasir Ris.
Then off Home straight, as I will be going Jb that friday night.
Hmm, So This is what my end of the week will be like.
Also, this week is the last week of the cut-off-pay for this month.
So yeah.
Okiee then, This will be all for now.
Thanks for reading .
Tkcr.
(=

Im sad, very very sad ..

2009-11-09T11:14:00.008+08:00

Hey Guys.
Im in school right now.

Not feeling so good.

Life sucks at the moment.

WHICH Makes me like wanna run away to some deserted island and scream out loud.

Leaving behind all those memories away.

But something here makes me wanna stay.
Thinking back of those memories just lead me to nothing but sadness and tears .
Why Oh Why must all these things happen to me ?
I feel so sad and unsecure of myself.
I dunno what's going on with my life lately.

Anywaes.
Another thing that is in my mind lately.
IS my Ns Medical check-up.
I am so not prepared for it.
Im afraid what will happen after that.
The thing which Im phobia since I was a kid will happen .
There will be a blood test.
I have to be strong and face it all.
Please give me the courage to be strong and face all the obstacles coming my way.
Last but not least .
I love my family.
(=

Fri - Sun Happenings .

2009-11-08T22:05:00.003+08:00

Friday Well, Here it goes.
I Never Go Out .
Stayed at Home The whole day.
Just went to accompany Mum to Buy some stuff at Ntuc in the afternoon.
Then Went to werk at 11 pm .
Werked from 11 pm - 8 am.
Very Tired and Exhausting but Fun.
That's my friday.

Saturday
Finished werk at 8 am.
Went to have breakfast and slacked for a while with sen.
Then off home to sleep and rest.
Woke up at 3 plus pm because Mum was making a lot of noise as usual.
Played the lappy for a while.
And off to werk again.
Werked from 7 pm - 12 am.
Very Very Tired .

Sunday
Hmm, Well Today ..
Woke up at around 9 plus am.
Get changed quickly and went to werk.
Was Kind off late for werk.
Supposed to werk at 10 am .
But ended up werking at 10.30 am cause I was like Ermmmmmmm Late...
Finished werk at 4 pm.
Cause a very kind Friend of mine helped me and cover me from 4 - 6 pm.
After werk, went to accompany NHMuzakar to Tamp to buy some stuff.
Then Met up with Kak Khaty and Siti Salwa.
And Off home-ed.
Reached home around 9 pm .

And, Tomorrow will be schooling as usual.
Feeling so tired and lazy but I'll have to go to school.
Hmm, Well Anywaes ..
Here is just a little random thought of mine.

"I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. cause you are, and that pain you feel - it's life. the confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. and that something is worth fighting for."

True Right ?
Just Thinking and wondering.
Thats all.
Ouh yeah, Before I forget.
My F1 Pay Is In !!
WOohoo !!!
Okay .
I'll end here.
Goodnights .
(=

Another Great Day..

2009-11-05T23:48:00.006+08:00

& Today is another great day.
School started late today as there was no P.e
School started at 2 pm.
There was a phase test for Mr Lee's lesson.
It was a very hard and diffcult phase test.
But I managed to complete it.
With a little help from my friends and Mr Lee.
Thanks Guys .
After school, went to eat Mcd at bedok inter.
There goes my motivation of wanting to stop eating mcd.
Okay, Today will be the last time kayh.
I hope so, Hehehehe.
Come on, I really need to stop eating Mcd.
And I need to go jogging soon...!!
Arghh .

Well, And today I realise.
I am just not the right and suitable guy for you.
Go to someone else.
You deserve someone better than me.
SOmeone whom can take really good care of you.
And loves you as much as I do.
I'll always pray for you and hope that you and him can be together.
ANd may you guys last long.

As for me.
Im just gonna remain this way.
Till,I find the perfect girl.
The one whom I loved and really loved me back.
If I am patient and wait for a while more, Im sure I will find my girl soon.
All I need is to be patient and Time.

Next week will be a very busy week for me.
I have my Ns Medical check up.
I have my E-Trial for my Driving License.
There's school and work.
Going PAK NGAH house at johor the weekend.
See, My schedual will be packed.
So Kak Khaty and Bestie Rahim, Im sorry, I won't be able to meet you guys next week.
Plans cancel-ed yeah.
We will meet the week after when Im free.

Okie then.
This will be all for today's update.
Thanks for reading,
Take Care Readers.
(=

Picture Taking Time.

2009-11-04T16:13:00.007+08:00

& Home-ed Early Today.
School ended around 12 pm like that.
Then went to slacked with classmates for a while.
And off home-ed after that.I will be werking later.From 6 pm - 10 pm.See how, If Im not that tired, I will extend till 11 pm or 12 am.See how it goes.

Guess what?
It's been a while since I Took and edit pictures.
Check out the pictures above.
I know my editing now sucks.
But this is the best I can do.
I look fcuking fat in the pics.
As you can see, those pics were taken today.
So See how fat and chubby I am ?
I think I seriously need to do something.
No More Mcdonalds !!!
Seriously This time.
I wanna my old look back, when Im not that Chubby as Now.
I need to go jogging and gym soon.
Arghhhh ..!!
Stress2 .
=(

Boring dayy ..

2009-11-03T23:34:00.007+08:00

& Im Bored .
Just Finished watching my favourite drama "Jihan" on Tv .
My Blog is going to be dead soon.
Seriously.
I have nothing to write or post out here.
My Life is still the same.
It's just that, Things seemed to be a little different.
That's all.
Okiee, Enough Crap.
Weekends will be busy with werk.
So yeah.
Will update again real soon if I have the time and Im not lazy.
So This will be all for now.
Ouh yeah.
I forgot to state something.
I''ve already enrolled for my car licensed just now.
My Basic Theory Test will be on the 17 Nov.
I really wanna do my best.
Wish me luck yeah.
Thanks for reading.
(=

Outing WIth Hidayah and Kak Khaty.

2009-11-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

& I Had a great time just now.
Werked with NhMuzakar again.
From 8 am - 11 am.
But since the Q-Calls are not stopping.
We both got activation for 2 hrs.
So extended our werk time till 1 pm.
Yesterday also we both got activation.
Yesterday we got 1 hr and today we got 2 hrs.
So total 3 hours of activation for just this 2 days.
Baik kepe.
Woohoo !!

After werk, we went to eat at Century Square Food Culture.
Then proceed to Bugis.
I Finally Bought for Hidayah her birthday Present .
After that met up with Hidayah's friends for a while.
Then Hidayah went back home.
WHile I make my way to Changi Airport.
Met up with Kak Khaty, Siti Salwa and Taufiq.
Had Swensen for dinner.
Then took some pictures at airport.
Then we all went to tamp to slacked at starbucks.
Home-ed around 11 plus pm.

Well, It's been a while since I had a proper update.
Life has been normal for me.
No latest updates about love life, still the same for me.
School timetable have changed.
Werk was hectic but fun as usual.
I miss my family so much.
I have not meet all my cousins for a while already.
I miss them all especially Wafa.
SHould meet up with them soon.
Well, My Ivic pay is already in.
Except for my F1 Pay.
STill have not received the cheque yet.
I did shop a little.
Bought 2 Hang Ten Polo Tees.
And also bought 1 hang Ten black jeans and 1 Lee Cooper grey Jeans.
Im planning to enrol for my car licence and also get myself a new watch.
So there goes my pay yeah.

Hmm, Nothing much to say.
Just that, Lately I feel so empty.
I dunno why I feel this way.
AND, Yeah, I wanna go gym and jogging soon.
Already have plans for that.
hehehe.
Okie deh.
Nothing else to say.
Ending here.
Toodles.
(=

Happy Birthday Raddy !!

2009-10-31T14:45:00.002+08:00

& Happy 18th Birthday To Raddy .
Waah, Dah 18 Sey .
Dah Legal Uhhs .
Haha .
I wish you all the best in your life.
Stay Happy always yeah.
And, I'll pray that You will achieve all your dreams and goals.
Take Care Always .
(=

2009-10-28T23:35:00.003+08:00

& Life has been quite Okie for me lately.
School ended around 1 pm just now.
Then went to tamp Mall to survey for watch as I'll be buying one soon.
After That slacked for a while and off home-ed.
Werked from 6 pm - 10 pm.
Werk was very tiring .
Non-stop Q Calls.
Tired Uhhs .
Overall, Today was a great yet Tiring day.

Well, Just a little thought to share.
I've been thinking .
I dun know why .
But My self-Confidence of myself seemed to have dropped lately.
I seemed to have no hope and confidence of myself.
I don't think That I will be sucessful in love life.
Ever since I broke off with My ex-Gf Khaty .
I thought Life would be better off being single.
But, I was proven wrong .
Jealousy do comes by whenever I see couples walked past me.
I Do not know why .
I may not be some hot or handsome guy that all girls may dream off.
But Im trying my best to be myself and get myself a long lasting relationship as compared to my previous one.

But I failed.
I dunno why, I ended up being hurt instead.
For the sake of my love,I have to hurt my own self and put on a fake smile.
I may be smiling or laughing outside, But the truth is that, Im just a very sad and lonely Boy.
It hurts to see whenever the person I love is out with someone else.
Thinking of someone else.
Asking about someone else.
Worst, If the person she asked is your own friend.
How would you feel ?
I felt sad and torn apart.
But still, I put on that fake smile whenever Im with her.
So that she could be happy and I'll be happy whenever I see her happy.
Well, I have come to a conclusion and decision.

Till when I wanna be hurt like this.
I will let her go.
I will try to forget her out of my heart, To like and not to love.
It is hard but I will have to .
For the sake of her and someone's else happiness.
I would do it.
Besides, We could never be together.
There are so many boundaries that seperate us apart.
So it's best if I step aside.
I would move on.
For now, We will be friends yeah, Close friends.
I will always be there for you.
DO know, that whenever you need me, I will always be there for you.
DO take good care of yourself, And hope you will find the perfect guy.
I will pray for your happiness always.
Love ya as a friend .
Take Care .
(=

2009-10-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

& Another Tiring Day.
Went to school just now.
School ended early around 4 plus pm.
So went back home straight after school.
Get Changed and meet sen first.

Then we went to Simei starbucks to meet Efa and Fyfie there.
Slacked till about 10 pm at starbucks.
Then we went to slacked for a while more at the void deck near efa house.
Took some pictures.
Then off back home.
Had a great day today.
Thanks efa for the Treat at Starbucks.

I Think Im seriously getting fatter sia.
Look at all the pics above and see how fat I look.
Emergency..!!
I need to go jogging .
And Fast !
I wanna reduce weight.
Arghh !!
And, For once, I have to stop eating Mcdonalds.
BUT, It is just so hard to Stop.
Forget It Then.
"Welcome to MCDelivery, This is ABu Speaking, Can I help You?".
=))

2009-10-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

Friday, 23 Oct 2009.
Out with Hidayah, Iman And Bestie.
Met Iman first at tamp.
Then met Hidayah and Rahim straight at E-Hub.
Watched Movie "Imagine That" at E-Hub.
Okiee Uh, quite a nice and funny show.
Ratings shall be about 7/10.
Then, Bla-Bla3 .
Long Story.
So Overall.
I Had a great Time with them all.
Then werked from 11 pm - 5 am.After werk, went to eat Prata with Sen.Home-ed.

Saturday, 24 Oct 2009.
I did not go out.
Rest for the day.
Cause I was still tired from Friday's werk.
And for the Saturday itself.
I Werked from 4 pm - 9 pm.
Then went to slacked with Lid Levesque after werk.
Ate Mcdonalds and had a fun time chatting with her.
Slacked for a while after makan talking about Astronomy.
Then went back home after that.
Home-ed around 11 plus pm.

Sunday, 25 Oct 2009.
Just Now.
I Werked from 8 am - 4 pm.
Sat with Hidayah Muzakar at werk.
I became a mentor again.
Mentored a new trainee named Yan.
AFter werk, I went to meet Kak Khaty and Siti Salwa.
Watched movie "Darah" at Tamp Mall.
Okiee Uh the movie.
Ratings shall be about 9/10.
Overall, A great and fun day yeah.
=))

2009-10-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

& Today was another great day.
Went to school for lesson around 12 plus pm.
School ended around 5 plus pm.
Then went back home to changed.
And went out to slacked with Muhsin and Efa at Simei.

It was very funny sia.
I think I saw like more then 50 people wearing Pink.
I swear that I was getting paranoid looking at the colour pink after that.
It's so irritating to see most people that walked past us all wear pink.
If not the clothes, It would be their bag or shoe or something.
Seriously, yesterday was an all pink day sia !
Slacked till 10 pm then efa went off first .
Since It was still quite early.
I decided to call shikin kokika to lepak with us.
So we Lepak with shikin all the way till 12 am.
Then walked back home with Muhsin after that.

Kind of fun lepak-ing like this.
Im glad that Im not werking on thursday anymore.
SO I have more chance of going out after this.
Tomorrow will be going out with Hidayah and bestie.
Hopefully the plan will happen.
Jangan ade orang Last minute cancel sudah.
Especially bestie.
He tends to cancel last minute nowadays.
I hope not yeah.
Okiee, No pictures were taken today.
So this will be all.
Update again soon yeah.
Tc !

2009-10-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

& Yog Is Finally Over !
We have all done it.
After weeks of training.
Today was the final day and we broke the record for making the largest logo using sports equipment.
Here is a group photo taken of some of us.
Well, My body are all aching from the yog just now.
But, At least it's all worth it.
So yeah.

& Happy 18th Birthday to Nurul Nasratul.
AKA. EL-Nunu.
I wish you all the best in your life and may you be successful in anything you do yeah.
Keep smiling always nunu.

Niwae, Had a last minute planned mini party for nunu.
Bought a small cake for her .
And as usual, Pictures were taken.
After that, nunu and fatimah went back.
While me, nisa and sen went to meet Nisa Bf amim.
And proceed to airport to eat "popeyes".
After that, we slacked for a while.
Then off back home.

Btw, I just realised something.
Im getting fatter Uhhs .
Look at all the pictures above.
I look so fat in the pics.
I am so going on a diet from now !
No kidding man .
ARghh !
Stress2 .

2009-10-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

& I had a great day today.
Werked with Hidayah From 8 am - 2 pm.
I became a mentor again.
Mentored a new trainee named Muhammed Zainul.
And, I got a surprise at werk.

Indra called me and told me that I got a wrong order.
I was like kind off shocked.
Then suddenly he said congrats to me and gave me a cheque.
He told me that I was the Best employee of the month.
I was left speechless there.
I was so shocked and never expected that I got the employee of the month.
Thanks so much.
I really appreciate it a lot.
The cheque they give is worth $80.
Okieee, Im gonna bank-ed it in tomorrow.
Yay, Finally I have enough money to buy my camera.

Then after werked.
I went back with hidayah.
We went to Century Square to have our lunch at Food Culture.
Then Bestie Rahim met us at Century Square Food Culture.
He Joined us to have our lunch.
It's been Months since I met bestie.
Glad that we are able to meet up again.
And, yeah things are back to normal again.
Finally ..

After our lunch/dinner.
We went to walk2 around .
And went to snap some pictures at Tamp mall open plaza.
Overall, A great day spent with Hidayah And Bestie.
We should meet upp again soon.
Most prob, Next meet up will be this friday.
Hopefully the plan goes on and not cancelled last Minute.
Okiee, I have nothing else to elaborate about today.
Thanks for reading .
Btw, Tomorrow YOG AT Ite Bishan !
Arghhh !!
Take Care !

2009-10-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

& Overdue Pictures - Raya Outing With Lid & Friends .

& More Overdue Pictures .
I've finally had the time to upload all the past pictures .
Here are some of the pictures taken for the past few weeks of my Holidays .
There's more but Im just too lazy to update .

Went out with family just now.
Watched movie "Darah" at tamp mall.
With Mum, Mak Ma and Mak Oh Family.
Had a great time .
It's been a while since I meet my aunties.
Mak Ma gave me $20 as my birthday Present.
Thanks Mak Ma .. You'll still my fav auntie yet.

And Now, Im tired.
Tomorrow Im werking at 8 am.
I need to sleep.
I will update again soon.
No new pictures taken yet.
So kindly just take a look at all the overdue pictures above.
Thanks for reading.
(=

2009-10-15T09:25:00.002+08:00

(I will dedicate this whole post to you)

& Happy 20th Birthday Nur Hidayah Bte Muzakar.
You'll My Love, My Sister, My Best Friend.
You really mean a lot to me.
I wanna wish you a very happy and blessful birthday.
I doakan you happy selalu, murah rezeki, dipanjangkan umur dan sihat sentiase.
Please smile always yeah, Don't moody2 slalu.
Remember, whatever it is, you will always have me by ur side.
I may not be perfect in many ways.
But I'll try my best to be the guy you want and make you happy.
I hope we can still be close friends even if you are no longer werking in ivic later on.
Please do keep in touch yeah.
You touched me with ur laughter.
The way you talk.
The way you walk.
Everything you do seems to get my attention.
You are just special being you Nur Hidayah.
No one can replace you that easily.
Please remember that.
STILL, For now,You're my bestest of Bestest friend yet Yeah.
Dah 20 Laaaa.
Dah ade "2" kat depan seyy .
Heehehe.
MeeT Upp soon Ya .
Take Care !!

2009-10-14T20:36:00.006+08:00

&& Happy 18th Birthday To Nur Ashikin.
AKA,La'Dolce Kika.
Waaahh , Dahhh 18 Seyyy .
Last week was mine, Now is ur turn yeah.
I hope u had a great day on ur 18th birthday.
Stay happy always yeah.
And I'll pray that you'll be in good health and be happy always.
Dah 18 ahh.
Dah Legal Darhhh .
Heheheh.
KK, Mit Uppp Soon yeahh .

& Im seriously bored noww.
For the first time after so long.
Im back home early.
Will be watching "Gijoe" Movie with Pak Chu family later on at the hall.
Pak Chu managed to download the movie somehow.
So yeah.
Guess, I won't be so bored after all.
Well, Nothing much to say.
Except that, Im nearly giving up on you.
Forget it .

2009-10-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

& A'aN Relek's Birthday Chalet Pictures .
I Will upload all the pictures once I have them all yeahh.
Today I have nothing to update.
School ended a Lil Early today.
Proceed to Ivic to accompany Waz collect his pay.
Supposed to meet up with Hidayah There.
But she last minute unable to make it.
So ended up.
All of us went our seperate ways.
I Met up with a "Friend".
Went to eat and walk2 at tamp Mall.'
Reached home around 10 plus pm.

I seriously Feel very lazy to update my blog.
I have nothing much to say.
Except that, Im loving my lyfe and all my friends.
And, Lots of people's birthday coming Upp.
Hmmmmmmm..

2009-10-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

& It's Been A While Since I Last Updated My Blog.
Well, Today is the first day of school for term 3 for our second year.
We are left with this term and term 4.
And The modules seemed to be getting harder.
Im having a hard time coping.
Niwae, My aim is to enter higher nitec at Ite Tamp.
Hopefully Im able to make it.
Btw, Guess who I saw Just noww at Tamp Inter Big Mcdonalds.

& It's Hamdan.
Its been a while since I met my Ex-classmate Hamdan.
He has his own motor and car license.
THAT'S Cool or what..
Hhahahaha .

Anyway .
I've changed my werk availability.
And, Im wanna werk more as there is lots of things in my list that I wanna buy.
Owhhh, End of the month come quick!
I wanna go shopping Siaa !!
Muahahahahahaa .
Okiee deh.
i dunno what else to Type.
That's all for now.
Will update again soon.
Tc !
=)

2009-10-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

& Happy 18th Birthday To Me !
Hahahahaa.
Im finally 18 Years old !
Dah Legal And can watch M-18 Movie Already.
Woohoo!
Had a chalet to celebrate my birthday with my dearest classmates.
Pictures will all be uploaded soon Once I have them all yeah.

Before that.
I wanna say this.
I wanna say thanks to all my friends whom wish me for my birthday.
Also to my classmates and those who came to my chalet, Thanks for everything that You guys have done for me.
I really apreciate it a lot.
I will never forget those memorable moments.
Thanks so much Everyone.
(=

2009-10-07T03:07:00.004+08:00

( Tuesday 6th Oct Outing )

& Out with Raddy to Ivic .Accompanied her to apply for job at Ivic.Then went to tamp Mall to snap some photos.Most Of the pictures of me seemed Okiee..Then Raddy went back.Supposed to met upp with parents to kuarr Makan.But Tak Jadik.Ended Up, I met up with kak Khaty, Her daughter, Kak Khaty's Friend and Hidayah.Had a great and fun time today.Watched Movie "The Ugly Truth".A Nice and Fun show rated NC16.Hahahahahaha.AFter the movie ended, which is around 10 plus pm.Kak Khaty and the rest went back ..While I Went off to Meet sen and lepak-ed for a while.Lepak-ed till 2 plus am Like that.And Now, Home sweet Home.

& Arghhh ...!!!
There is Yog Practice later on at Ite bishan.
It will start at 9 am sharp.
I am so lazy to go there sia .
But Its okiee, I'll just go yeah.
Btw, 1 more day till my birthday !!
WOOHOO!

AND There Is Still Lots More Pictures Taken with Raddy, kak Khaty and Hidayah.
I am so tired and won't upload them all today.
Above are only some of the pics.
I will upload all the remaining pics soon yeahh.
Thanks for reading readers.
Take-Care.
(=

2009-10-06T13:45:00.003+08:00

& My Love Story is getting more complicated.
Im nearly giving up.
Am I the right guy for you?
Should I Just keep on waiting? Till When?
While there are other better guys out there for you.
I think Im not suited for you.
It's best if you be with someone whom is the same age as you.
And can take better care of you than I am.
Maybe You yourself is not sure whether Im the right person for you.
I think maybe It's best if I stop loving you.
I should just be best friends with you.
Cause Friendship As Best Friends do last long.
But, It's just so hard for me to forget you.
Knowing that there are other guys out there whom likes you.
SIgh .
Im losing hope day by day.
If only you knew how Much I love you.
Only Time will tell what is the outcome of this relationship.
So for now, All I can do is wait....

Well,
ENOUGH with all those Emo-Stuff Abu!!
I should be happy right now.
Cause I have so many nice and caring friends by my side.
Anyway, 2 more days...
I just can't wait for thursday.
WOOHOO !!

Btw, Above is the latest pic Of Me.
Taken like yesterday.
Kiwakkk, Sumpah Buruk.
Im getting FATTER SIa !!!
This must be due to the 1 week of mcdonalds.
ARGHHH !!
OK STOP! NO MORE MCDONALDS FOR ME !
Seriously sia .
Im scared . I need to stop eating mcdonalds.
And Ns medical check-up is coming soon.
ARHHHHHHHH,Stress2 .
I need to Go Jogging soon .
Ok I'll stop here.
My new motivation..
Stop eating mcdonalds for the time being .
OK GO !

2009-10-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

& Raya Outing with Lid And Friends .
Another great and memorable day.
More Pictures will soon be uploaded once I have them all from Nitah & Cassie .
(=

2009-10-04T22:54:00.005+08:00

& More Overdue Pictures .
As I've finally had the time.
Im done uploading some of the overdue pictures..
This was on the night of 1.10.2009.
After the raya outing with ite mates.
Sen Slept Over at My House.
We ordered mcdonalds at about 4 plus am in the morning.
Cause we are like hungry .
Guess who pick up our mcdonald call?
It was none other than Eva.
Hahahaha .
SEDAPP Oii Makan Big breakfast Pagi2.
And, This is like a record for me.
Eating mcdonalds for 1 whole week straight.
MAMPOS, Im gonna get bigger for sure ..!!

The next day which is on friday.
Went to accompany sen to tamp one.
Sen went shopping and bought lots of stuff.
I did not as I wanna save my money to buy myself a new digital camera.
Met Hidayah there.
Im so happy to meet hidayah.
Heehehhe.
Then went to eat Kfc.
And Off I went straight to My Aunt's place at bedok.
Mak Oh have an open house on that day.
Get to meet wafa and all my family members there..!!!
Then around 8.40 pm, dad sent me straight to werk.

Im werking from 9 pm - 2 am that day.
But ended up extending all the way till 8 am.
SO I werked from 9 pm - 8 am on that friday Night.
Hahahaha.
Gaji Baek DOkk !
I wanna get more money so I can get more stuff for myself.
I wanna buy a digital camera .

Ouh yeah.
Werked just now from 8 am - 5 pm.
Werked with HIDAYAH.
SL let us off early as there was not many Q Calls and there were OverStaff.
Hahhaha. Best KAN ? Balik Siang SIkit .
Anyway ..
LETS MAKE A COUNTDOWN .
4 More Days Till My 18th Birthday ..
WOOHOO!!!!

2009-10-03T21:48:00.005+08:00

& Raya With Ite Mates Pictures .1.10.2009.Had A Great and Fun Time.Let The Pictures Do The Talking yeah.=))

2009-09-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

&& Went out with my 2 Old Buddies .
Lid Levesque And Shikin Kokika .
Its Been a while since I went out with these two.
Went to Bugis.
Accompanied them to Shop at Bugis.
I did not shop first.
As there are certain important things that I wanna buy first before I shop.
After that, took bus number 12 back to afgan.
They accompanied me to One of the saloon that Kika usually go.
I went To Highlight my hair.
I dunno how to describe the colour of my hair.
It's like some kind of Light Reddish brown Colour .
After highlight my hair, went to slacked under the void deck near my house for a while.
Then straight off home.

Today, Dad make an open house for his side of the family.
So Everyone from dad's side came except from Cik Ijah Family.
While I was busy entertaining my guest.
Guess who made a surprise visit to my house ?

& It's kak Khaty.
She came to raya at my house.
She was not alone.
But she was with her family.
Her Husband, Daughter And her son.
I have made friends with her daughter and son.
They are all very nice and friendly people.
Most probably This sunday I will be going to Kak Khaty's house to raya.
I will bring my Parents along too as Kak Khaty has already made friends with my Mum.

Well, I have nothing much to say.
I really had a very nice and fun time todayy.
I get to meet my family and lots of familiar Faces .
Tomorrow Will be another long day.
Read for more updates yeah.
:))

2009-09-29T23:50:00.005+08:00

& Today was another fun day.
Went out with Hidayah, Muhsin and Nisa.
Met Muhsin at the bus stop near his house around 2 plus pm .
Then took bus no 3 and proceed to pasir ris mrt.
Met hidayah....
Then we went straight to E-Hub.
Met upp with Nisa ThERE.
Bought the tickets for Phobia 2 Movie for the 4.25 pm show.
Then As usual, We had some photo taking sessions.

The Movie was great.
Though Phobia 2 was not as great and scary as the first 4Bia Movie.
Still It is a nice show.
AFter the movie, Went to eat..
Then Nisa and Hidayah went back first.
While I went off to afgan with Muhsin to buy my hair colour dye.
Then We went to lepak somewhere around afgan.
Around 11.30+ pm, Made our way back.

And Guess what...
Our Pay is in ..!!!
Woohoo!!
I never get to check how much I get.
It's okiee.
I will check Tomorrow.
Hahahahaha.
Okiee Then.
Pictures Will be up as soon as I Get Them from Nisa.
That's all for now.
Thanks for reading .
:))

2009-09-28T23:58:00.003+08:00

& Met Up with Hidayah.
Last Minute Planning.
Accompanied her to E-Hub .
Went to checked for The movie Phobia 2 that we will be watching tomorrow.
Wanna Buy the tickets first but we can't as they require everyone's student pass.
So Tomorrow have to meet everyone early to buy the tickets.

AFter that, we went to eat Kfc.
Then I head straight to werk.
I werked from 6 pm - 10 pm.
Im covering for kak rohani.
Btw, I've changed my availability for thursday.
Instead of 6 pm - 2 am .
I've changed it to 6 pm - 12 am.
It will take effect from next week.
WOOHOO !!

Anyway...
After werked I went to slacked for a while with sen.
Then went back home.
Tomorrow will be another long day .
Will update again soon yeahh .
Thanks for reading .
:))

2009-09-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

& Overdue F1 Pictures .Here are the pictures taken during our 3 day F1 Job .Let the Pictures do the talking yeah .I Will re-edit this post again soon .More Pictures will be up soon .Take Care !

2009-09-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

& Today Will be the day.
The 2009 Formula 1 Singtel Singapore Grand Prix will take place.
Todayy all the way till sunday 27 September.
I don't think I will be able to online or update my blog that often.
So This will be my last post for now.
Thanks for reading .
Wish me all the best As An Usher Yeah !
Take Care !
:))

2009-09-24T13:45:00.001+08:00

& Yesterday's Outing Pictures .
Off to Town to WINDOW Shop.
Then went to slacked .
Had a great time with all my friends .
SOrry, I'll have to make this post a very short one.
So, Do look at all the pictures above yeah.
LET THE pictures do the talking. Btw, Tomorrow Will be the F1 DAY.I won't have time to update after this.Will update again the next time Im free yeah.
Thanks for reading .
Take CARE For Now !
:))

2009-09-22T15:10:00.003+08:00

& Im seriously bored and have nothing to do at home.

It's only the 3rd day of raya.

And Parents and uncles are werking.

Im stuck at home ..

So I've made a video of the recent happenings in my life throughout 2009 .

Do watch yeah.

Btw, Werking later from 6 pm - 12 am.

=))

2009-09-21T23:50:00.001+08:00

& Happy Belated Birthday To Rahim .
So Sorry for the late wish !
AKu Doakan kau panjang Umur,Murah Rezeki dan Happy Sentiase Yeah.
Aku harap kau happy keje di Cisco di samping kawan2 baru kau.
Work hard and achieve ur goals yeah.
Dun dissapoint ur parents and hope u can further ur studies as you wanted .
Keep In touch .
Tc Bro !

Also wanna wish a belated birthday to some other friends.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ..
AKMAL
AZMEEL
Aku pon doakan korg panjang umur dan murah rezeki.
Always stay happy yeahh.
Study hard people !

Just now Was another long day.
Went to Pak Ngah House for raya.
No pictures was taken for today.
Had another great and fun dayy.
From tomorrow onwards..
The Boredom Starts.
Parents and uncles will be werking.
Cousins will all be schooling.
Guess I'll be stuck at home again.
Maybe I wanna werk.
See how..
Oke deh.
Nothing else to say.
Except.
I enjoyed my 2nd day of raya !!
:))

2009-09-20T23:46:00.004+08:00

(Pics From My Hp)

(Pics From Pak Chu's Camera)

& Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri !
Maaf Zakir Dan Batin.
Saye Ingin meminta maaf pade smue, Jikalau saye ade melukai hati siapa2.
Dan Juga, Tolong Halalkan makan dan minum saye.

I had a great day today !
It was a Great Raya This year, Spent with my family and loved ones.
No need to go to further details.
Let the pictures do the talking yeah.
There is so many more pictures taken just now!!
But The other pictures are all in pak Ngah's camera.
I will upload all the other raya Pics once I get them from Pak Ngah.
That's all for now !
SELAMAT HARI RAYE !!!!!!

2009-09-20T06:42:00.001+08:00

& This is Malam Raya .
I werked at ivic .
From 6 pm - 4 am.
But I extend another 2 hours.
So Ended up werking 12 hours .
Werked from sat 6 pm till sun 6 am .
What a long and tiring shift.
Luckily the Q-Calls are okiee.
On and off .
But when It comes, Non Stop Q Calls.
But When No Q Calls, Kinda Rilek for us.

Pictures above are taken around 5 am .
When there is barely like only 4-5 Agents left including the SL.
Senyap Gilerr sia Tempt tuu.
I kinda Prefer werking this kind of shift and environment .
Im thinking of changing my availability soon .
See How yeah .
:)))

2009-09-19T15:59:00.003+08:00

&& Im werking later .
From 6 pm - 4 am.
Hmm, What to do?
Malam raya pon kene keje.
Hahaahs.
But It'S OKIEE.
Im loving my job so I dun mind.

And.
Guess what ?
Yay! Yay! Besok Raya !!
WOohoo !
I still can't believe it but tomorrow is Raya !
It feels like so fast that the 1 month ramadhan is over.
Anywaes, I wanna make this opportunity to wish everyone selamat hari raya aidilfitri!
Maaf Zahir DaN Batin!

COUNTDOWN TILL RAYA : 1 MORE DAY ! TOMORROW !! :)

2009-09-18T23:50:00.006+08:00

& Werked from 12 pm - 2 pm Just now .Off to Ite Bishan to collect F1 Uniform and Pass.
Lepak-ed & Slacked.
Off Home .
Im seriously lazy to update a long post nowadays.
Cause I've been very busy with werk and some other stuffs.
So yeah.

Countdown Till Raya : 2 More Days !!
WOOHOO !!

2009-09-17T13:14:00.003+08:00

COUNTDOWN TILL RAYA :

3 MORE DAYS ..!!!!

( I Have Nothing to Update On Today..)

Just That, I'll be werking later from 6 pm - 2 am.

=))

2009-09-16T23:23:00.006+08:00

& Went for F1 Briefing just noww.

It was held at Ite Simei.

Seriously, The worst 1 hr plus of my life.

If I knew that It was just a simple briefing, I would'nt have turned up.

I thought that we were supposed to get our uniform and passes today.

Instead It's on either thursday or friday.

Its okiee, At least I just attended the briefing just noww.

Forget about it.

Hmm.

Tomorrow I'll be werking from 6 pm - 2 am.

And...

Raya is approaching.

I have not even done any preparations for raya.

Lots of Chores and cleaning up to be done at home.

Friday will be the day I'll be busy doing some last minute cleaning and decorations for raya.

Hmm.

What else Do I wanna say.

I seriously feel that I need to do something.

My face seems to be coming out lots of unwanted pimples.

Arghhh ..!!

And, I wonder when I will get my hair highlighted.

I also want to buy more Baju.

And get a new pair of lenses.

And Buy myself a digital canon ixus Camera.

Ouhh, So many things in my list !

Which should I do first ?

Wait2.

Whatever it is, IT All has to be done after raya.

Countdown till raya : 4 more days till raya ..!!

2009-09-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

& Out to geylang bazaar.
Last Minute Planning.
Met Sen and His Sister at the bus stop near our house.
Then Took bus 28 straight there and met up with nisa.
She was with her bf Amim.
Amim left once we met up with nisa.
He has to go to werk.
Then we went to pasar geylang to look for place.
Break-fast at pasar geylang.
AFter makan, Went to walk2 at the bazaar.
Accompanied sen and his sister to survey2 baju raya.
Then we slacked for a while.
And make our way back.

On the way back.
I got a call from steffi.
Saying that there is F1 Training tomorrow at Ite simei at 3 pm.
Arghh!!
This is so last minute sia !
I feel so lazy to wear school uniform and go to ite simei.
Its okiee, Let's get this F1 training over and done with.

I feel so tired right noww.
Wanna sleep soon.
Thanks for reading.
Let the pictures do the talking yeah.
Btw, All the pictures above are original and not edited.
All except the first one.
I only edited the first solo picture of me.
The rest are all original.
Heeheheh.
:))

2009-09-14T23:26:00.003+08:00

&& Im Sad .
I dunno why things have chaNGED.
But Its Okieee, I'll leave it to you if you choose to be this way.
Luckily I still have my other "Best Friends" By my side.

ANyway.
Went out with hidayah just now for a while.
Meet At Pasir ris.
She Accompanied me to survey2 things at Whitesands.
Im aiming the canon Ixus camera.
Im thinking of buying one for myself with my duit raya and next pay.
Then went to E-Hub as she wanted to buy sushi.
Then I proceed straight to werk.

I werked from 6 pm - 10 pm Just Noww.
Made new friends at werk.
Cause basically im like alone and bored to death just noww.
Luckily I kind off make some new friends.
Heehe.
Back straight home after werk.

And here I am now Updating for todayy.
I Guess my blog is getting too wordy.
Cause I have no recent pic of me.
Lazy to take pictures anymore.
I've Resign from that habit.
Hahahaha.
So just bear with my blog being plain and simple yeah.
Nothing else to say.
Thanks for reading readers.
Tkcr !!

2009-09-13T23:42:00.003+08:00

& I WANNA SAY SOMETHING.Aku PASRAH.I'll just let it be yeah.We'll see how much longer you're avoiding me.

Anywaes, Raya Is Approaching SOon.
Im really expecting for this year's Raya.
Its been a while since I meet my family.
Im thank-ful that Im not werking on raya.
I will only be werking on the eve of raya which is on saturday.
Im werking from 6 pm - 4 am.
I have never werked till after 2 am before.
So this will be quite challenging for me.
But its okiee, Luckily My friends will be there.
So I won't feel as sleepy or tired.

Werked from 8 am - 6 pm just noww.
A very long shift.
But It doesn't feel that long.
Cause Throughout the shift Im sitting with Hidayah.
Btw, I became a mentor again.
I mentored a new trainee.
Im happy that This is the 4th time that Im being a mentor.
Hahahahahahhaha.
Anywaes..
After werked Just noww.
Went to Geylang Bazaar with Family.
Bought My Samping and SOme Baju Jalan.
Feel so tired as I've been out werking since morning.

That's all for today.
Will update again real soon.
Taking care readers !
:))

2009-09-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

& Today Just feels like any other normal day.
Went to werked as per normal.
Werk from 4 pm - 8 pm.
Sat with Hidayah as per normal.
After werk, Went to eat for a while at the pantry.
Then make my way back.
Sent Hidayah all the way till she reach her blk safely.
Reached home coming to around 10 plus pm.

Tomorrow Im werking again.
From 8 am - 6 pm.
Take Care To Me.
I dunno what else to say here.
Hmm, Except That.
Raya is approaching soon.
Im totally not ready for it.
I haven't buy my samping yet .
Somebody accompany me to geylang bazaar please ?

2009-09-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

& Today I am very tired .
Had YOG Training at Ite Bishan Just now.
It was super tiring. Ended at 6 Pm.
After that, Went to Buka puasa at Junction 8.
Then slacked for a while and took some pictures.
And off back home.
Reached Home coming to 10.15 pm.
That's all for now.
All the pictures are above.
Let the picture do the talking yeahh.
Nights.
:))